ramblings....

[random_gigglez]

you ever feel like i dunno....like nothing really matters. Like everything you used to believe in everything you used to defend and fight for in your life is really just not even worth your energy. Not worth the time and thought you put in it before. All your goals......all your dreams were just frivolous wishes. nothing more....just daydreams,

Comments

[mlefsam]

honey, people's interests just change... it's not something that can be helped unfortunately. besides, when parties aren't new to you anymore, csi doesn't sound so bad. :) I was wondering if you were doing alright or not - hadn't seen a journal entry in a while. I'm sorry that I don't have any words of wisdom for you - I'm not so good at advice, but I'm good at listening if you ever need it. There is still goodness in the world... we just have to dig real fucking deep to find it sometimes. I don't necessarily know the situation, but sometimes even when someone doesn't call, it doesn't mean that they aren't thinking of you. Life is hectic... stay in bed for a couple days... wallow in it... then force yourself to get up and maybe you can find at least one good thing by then. It will be okay in the long run... just takes time and heartache to get there for most of us.

[layla25]

There is a point to all of this, I promise. You were sorely missed at Diselboy. I asked about you and was hoping that you were somewhere doing something fun. I am at a place too where I've realized that a lot of my dreams were just that, dreams. BUT if you can think of one small thing that you've never done or always wanted to do and then find a way to do it, that helps restore hope(works for me;)) Think about it. If you can't find a way to make it happen, call me... and I will. I love you and I am thinking of you.