if you don't wanna read my depresing babbles.....skip this entry.

[random_gigglez]

I don't think I can begin to express just how fucking emotional i am right now.  I*ve cried for hours....and hours.  Its not just one thing, its everything, and everyone.  It all just kinda snuck up on me and smacked me in the face.  I guess I*ve been trying to keep a happy face for all, but inside i was falling apart.  Everytime I turn around

Comments

[mlefsam]

Never be sorry Kel... there's a lot of power in saying things and letting them out of you... sharing them, even in type, spreads the burden more thinly so that you can break free of it sometimes. I'm sorry that you're having so much trouble with Aaron's parents right now - you have to do what's right for you despite what they may say. If you have made a commitment to help your uncle and it's what you need to do to have a small break from what you've had to deal with, then that's what you should be doing. Make the decisions for what compels you - you look at your own face in the mirror, not anyone else's or their parents'. It's also good to say when something is weighing on your mind with another person - if it continues to go unsaid, the negativity/worry will only manifest itself into something bigger and worse than ever necessary. I can only speak for myself, but when I've upset someone I'm generally oblivious to it until it is brought to my attention