why is all i ask

[random_letters2]

i am not sure why or what i am writing really...just random ranting and raving. i am not sure about how i feel. i cry for no reason and feel empty inside. i want to be fixed but am scared. i wanna talk but refuse to..and for reasons most dont know that is the worst thing for me to do. i am scared, angery, mad, tired, and lonely as all get out and

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[stilletto___]

aw i know how you feel....its like you know what you want to say just not how to say it.....or you know you feel SOMEthing but you dont know what it is.....well maybe thats not how you feel, but thats what you made me think of and its pretty confusing...i hope you figure it all out so this blankness can go away :]

[random_letters2]

i dont think the blankness will ever go away

[happyforme]

dont worry. you havent wanted to talk before but you have and it helped some.