words cannot express...

[random_one]

Jesus, I can't even begin to describe what I am feeling right now. All I know is that I want to go home, and that is exactly what I'm doing

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[anonymous]

*Huggles*

Don't be hard on yourself. Trust me when I say "everything will be alright." There might be a setback. God knows I've had them, but it'll be cool. Besides, we're here if you need us.

[ghostmangordon]

That's me btw.

[e_heidi_liz]

If I'm reading this right... it's like when I was in high school and OD'ed on ibuprofen, but not enough to get physically ill.

Things do get better. It's just normally less painful if you ask for help before things get too bad. This is why I live with JC.

I hope your regrouping is more successful than my many attempts at it have been.

*Hugs*
Much love,
E

[anonymous]

hmmm...
I hope you are OK...I can't gather what you did from what you posted, but I wish you the best.
If it can be done, I have probably lived through it, especailly recently....

be safe...

[random_one]

I'll be straight up. I'll tell you what I did.

See, given my mental state, I wasn't rational. Essentially what I did was drink myself sick and then proceed to have a mental meltdown. Didn't help that I'm already on medication for depression. So yeah, merpo brought me home because I was sick at work. My roommates then discovered me on the bathroom floor, crying like a small child and was very incoherent and out of it. Roomies got scared and called people. That's what happened.

We all know that I know better, and that's not something I do, intentionally make myself sick intentionally.

[insane_clarinet]

Everything's okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.