I feel like every day I'm breaking down.  Or like I'm a wind up ballerina that's been forced to dance for nearly two years straight and now I'm getting slower and slower.  I feel like one day I'm going to wake up and not be able to move.

After my lesson, I got home and went to sleep.  Now I just woke up (only because my parents came home from dinner ( Read more... )

As far as I'm concerned, I'm two labs and an essay away from break.  That seems like a LONG way away.  I was very frustrated earlier, as my last math, chem, and physics tests had all been mid Bs and I felt as if I was losing my edge or just losing it period.  However, I owned the physics test today and realized that the reason at least for the chem ( Read more... )

Yellow submarine!
Yellow submarine!

Well yesterday, after school, I did some work on the assay and then went to dinner with my parents and grandma.  Then Jane came over and we practiced duets for a while, then arranged several songs for clarinet and oboe - Yellow Submarine, Eleanor Rigby, Hey Jude, and the Super Mario Brothers Theme, which we then ( Read more... )

oops.  I'll be more careful with the silver nitrate next time, I promise.

I'm pretty sure my grades won't, at any rate.
I hate everything.
The end.

Oh, except it's Meg White's birthday, so I don't hate her.
Happy Birthday, Meg.

"... How many precious months and years
Of youth had passed that speed so fast,
Before we found it out at last,
The world and what it fears?"

-"Respectibility," Browning

Good times.  I also am glad to find out that other people feel the same way I do about certain things!  I feel a lot more apt to be social now.

and im really angry
why does this happen?

why?
why?
why?
i just want to sit at home and play oboe all day'
screw all of everything else

 Why do I have no motivation to do this math IA?

spent some Quality time with him today on the ride to and from new gardens
mozart of course, being one of my top choices for people i'd like to meet

almost fell asleep in first block today, from sheer tiredness
not boredness
but it didn't help that mr olds was reading a (while interesting, long) chapter out loud
i'm definitely going to starbucks ( Read more... )