there are no pickles for my sandwich. so if your a delirious fan, id recoment their latest cd entitled the mission bell. its great. this is the 3rd time ive eaten today. its a new record for the year.

ive been throwing around a combo of delirous, death cab for cutie, jars of clay and trice. excellent. i think they all touch base in different parts of my personallity. ive been in this awkward position for this last month. the last time i felt this way, a bunch of the music i listened to became the key to bad memories. i dont think that will ( Read more... )

i do believe that this journal has become the outburst of my unnatural pessimism. this is perhaps part of the reason of my conditional bleeding heart. here is where i mark the lies of my heart that so delicatly tell tales of the misbelief in my soul, or my lack of faith if you will.....or something to that effect ( Read more... )

i think im hyper... just a little tho. hehe. and for some reason i seem to be eating! hmmm. i think this calls for some toast. all my friends are either doing something tonight, or, jsut not up to doing anything...soooooo ima gonna play this one at my moms ( Read more... )

alright, it's done. i withdraw my claim. now i will pack my bags and move on from here.

do you ever find that you cannot except the decision that you have already made?

one hour and a half left. tomorrow is the day of the season. this season is by-far my favorite of them all. but what i don't like, is that after this one week it all goes back to normal, but i know that too much of this season will just degrade it. so anyway ( Read more... )

in other news, i was at ethical edictions tonight to buy a hot chocolate (and to unexpectidly visit carissa...do you still work there?) and as i was walking in, some empty black cavalier, other than mine, was parked and as i walked behind it it begun to roll back toward me. it stopped pretty much right away. but it shure was weird ( Read more... )

i am finding myself living a life that has trapped me in a downward spiral of obsession that my mind puts to heart and to objects that seem to have no meaning. i am nothing, i am ending. i am envious of what i see; to be what i want, and nothing i am is what is saw when i decided that this was not going to be me. i lost me appetite too ( Read more... )

kyle has written a new song that rocks. so i have made up a drum beat for it that also rocks.

gravamaylia.

have you ever wished that you could have a rearview mirror while your walking so that you can see behind you ( Read more... )