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[randomactsofkel]

i try to take a breath but i'm already choking
how long till this goes away

hiatus.

Comments

[pandalamp]

Take all the time you need. I think we fool ourselves by thinking things all the sudden get easier at once and then it just continues to keep getting better. Don't get me wrong, it's partly true. But from my experience dealing with death it takes a ridiculously long time. And what would happen with me is it would get better for a little bit (I don't know if maybe I'd just find a new way to stop thinking about it or something) but then it would be hard again, and just as hard if not harder than it had been. And that ridiculous cycle would go on and on for what seemed like an unbearable amount of time. The thing is you have to just let yourself go through it and eventually it will get better. I know it seems impossible. And I know it seems cliche and I'm sure a thousand people have said this to you, but really, it will get better. Just do whatever you have to right now to get through it. And I know that was probably long and maybe cheesy, but sometimes it was that kind of stuff that helped even me just a little bit when I was

[satin_glimmer]

*Hugs* I understand. I hope you find what you are looking for.