Three years this June, and I still half expect Miles to call me and tell me how it was all just a huge misunderstanding. It hasn't gotten any easier, and I'm still pushed to tears just thinking about what I would give for one more conversation with him, one more chance to hug him, one more chance for anything...
So while I can't say I know exactly how you feel in regards to your dream... I know the rest of it, quite personally and intimately. *hugs* If you weren't so far away, I'd say we should get together and I'll buy you a drink in June... but last I checked, bars don't deliver. :}
*hugs* Hang in there, doll. It'll be "okay." I know how hollow that usually sounds, but... Those that we loved and who loved us that are gone don't want us being miserable because of their passing. It's a particularly hard thing for me to do for Miles, but I try every day. I know you do the same.
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Three years this June, and I still half expect Miles to call me and tell me how it was all just a huge misunderstanding. It hasn't gotten any easier, and I'm still pushed to tears just thinking about what I would give for one more conversation with him, one more chance to hug him, one more chance for anything...
So while I can't say I know exactly how you feel in regards to your dream... I know the rest of it, quite personally and intimately. *hugs* If you weren't so far away, I'd say we should get together and I'll buy you a drink in June... but last I checked, bars don't deliver. :}
*hugs* Hang in there, doll. It'll be "okay." I know how hollow that usually sounds, but... Those that we loved and who loved us that are gone don't want us being miserable because of their passing. It's a particularly hard thing for me to do for Miles, but I try every day. I know you do the same.
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