The doctor prescribed me muscle relaxers and I feel crazy.  Ummm... and

I HAVE A CRUSH ON KIRBY DICK!

No longer can type, fingers not nimble enough... yay drugs

I just finished up my final grad application... just a couple stamps and one transcript pick up away from being done with grad school shit forever?  Let's hope.

Who knows... i might have to do this again next year.

For Paul, with Love

Robert Altman passed away yesterday.

"It's not my way to love you just when no one's looking...
It's not my way to take your hand when I'm not sure...
It's not my way to let you see what's going on inside of me.
cause your love, it don't come easy, your not free..."

Sigh.

Brilliant, you steadfast
Are--
Thought-provoking and
Tough
Lately, an hour a week hasn't been
Enough to
Satisfy my longing for
Terrorism
Allegory, questioning wrong and
Right, Heroes and

Glory, National Identity,
Abortions, often too, while never
Losing storylines in favor of issues.
A
Challenging epic poem
Told
In
Coup d'etats; 
A metaphysical metaphor that ( Read more... )

It takes a cold, brisk wind to wake the summer leaves up to the fact that they are dying.

I know that most people who read this are going to think that I am just reacting to my recent failure to get an endorsement from the University for my Rhodes application, but I really think that this is something more substantial than just that.  Yes, I was annoyed and disappointed, and yes, it might have acted as a catalyst to some certain ( Read more... )

Sounds are just the epic fury of a god whose wrath has yet to be felt by man, but I felt it in the rumble and tumble of passing storm clouds that came quite unexpectedly in the twilight bringing with them the silver-gray mist of morning dew drops. The blades of grass each beckon to me to reach out and touch them-- they are alive outside and I am ( Read more... )

The birds awaken and I am stuck with the realization that I spent 13 of the last 24 hours watching Project Runway.

My life disintegrates before my eyes,

and then, it happens again when I realize

I'm not at all sleepy...

What's next, Heidi?

Auf Weidersein.