Hello again there kiddies, much has happened since my last posting ( Read more... )

For the first time in forever I am depressed... an indescribable feeing of self anguish has poured over my body, and the source is me not being employed.. I feel like such a waste of life not having a job.. I can't support myself... I can't do anything... I can't even pay for gas without draining my bank account of money that isn't even mine ( Read more... )

One of the best qualities to have in my opinion... as long as you aren't unrealistically optimistic. Although, I think some people can be annoyed by optimism because they don't think they have much to be excited about, or to look forward to. Then we have pessimism... I wouldn't say it is the worst quality, in most cases, but being pessimistic is ( Read more... )

I lay in bed tonight thinking about time... and how little of it we have if you really think about it. A human life in relation to the history of the world is less than a blink of an eye...and that kind of scares me. It brought me to think about death...and it felt really dark. All I could think about is what would happen after I passed away... ( Read more... )

So yeah, I finally finished my fucking final project for java... wow the stupidest thing ever is the reason it wouldn't work... but I don't think anyone who reads my journal has any programming knowledge so posting that reason would be useless. I still need to do my composition paper, but that isn't due till monday so i'm still debating whether I ( Read more... )

Hello there kiddies... got about 10 minutes to write before we leave to go play D&D so I guess i'll take this time to post. This last week has been great.. got to spend more time than usaul with Meg because she didn't have school thurs / friday :D ( same thing next week woot ). Alot of people, according to Matt, think there is some kind of motive ( Read more... )

Well.. I did have an entry.. but Livejournal decided it wasn't a good idea to actually update my journal when it said journal successfully updated.. so yeah it got deleted.. i'll post it later ;/

Bleh on you gabe ( Read more... )

These words seems to strike fear into the hearts of those who don't ( Read more... )

Where to begin.. first I don't even know how to put into words how that made me feel reading your post, Meg. So eloquent, and from the heart.. i'd be lieing if I said it didn't bring me to tears. If a month ago you would have told me that I would meet the love of my life this week, I would have laughed in your face.. but you would have been right ( Read more... )