so i realized that whenever i type shit in here all i do is bitch. and then i realized no one really cares. haha

i mean i honestly have nothing to complain about. shits tight... i love my fucking friends... what more could a girl ask for.

life just fucking repeats itself.

so, right now its christmas eve.. what the hell?!? [lol] normally i'm all inot the x-mas season and excited for gifts, but this year im not. It doesnt even feel like christmas is tomorrow. its shcoking. like i knowits tomorrow.. its obvious. but it just won't sink into my mind. it feels surreal. oh well ( Read more... )

...and tomorrow is... Wednesday... do we have school tommorrow... oh HELLZ NAW!!!!!! lol, ilu Steph and Diana :-D

break is finally here.. yessssss. i can finally (may i stress finally) sleep in and rest and just have fun!

you don't understand how hostile i can get. and right now i'm so hostile that i'm like a fucking stretched out rubber band... one more thing to tick me off is just gonna break me. i swear to god i hate people. and not that the person i want to see this ever reads it but w.e. i just need to vent. you fucking broke me.

FUCK YOURSELF

people suck... but what can you do?

its hurts just to look at you

so things have been so weird. my mom and i are fighting like hardcore (and mind you this never happens), i havent been able to feel emotion. everything just flys by me and i'm lost. its so weird. maybe i just need to chill for a bit, i dunno ( Read more... )

so tonight was aweesome.... and everyone had to leave :( and now its like 1:20 and i dont knwo what to do with myself. bahaahahaha.

i hate it when you're having a great time and people leave.

i doooooont know what to doooooooooo

It's like someone was playing a game of jenga with my life. they decided to rebuild my life, make me happy. and then take out the very bottom block and wreck everything i thought was good.

i knew shit wouldn't stay good... i was too oblivious.... someone, whoever runs this world, honestly does not want me to be happy.