Is it wrong to keep something for asthetic reasons even if you hate the person that it reminds you of/the reason why they gave it to you/the fact that they gave it to you and that you want nothing more to do with that part of your life?

Does this even make sense?

So this evening started out a little rocky. Once again I got pulled into the trap of believing that certin people actually care when they really don't. I try not to get my hopes up but I do anyway and then I crash and burn when I'm wrong ( Read more... )

But I've been really distracted. I want to go back to school and get back to my life. I feel like I'm a totally different person when I'm at home...and I don't like it ( Read more... )

So I came to a really nifty realization last night ( Read more... )

So here is is my thanksgiving blog...direct to you from Hampstead NH wooo *eyeroll ( Read more... )

You spurn my natural emotions ( Read more... )

So Rocky Horor last night was amazing. I hadn't seen that movie in forever...and we did all the props and everything so it was pretty amazing. There was this girl behind me who had gone to midnight showings before so she knew what she was doing and we were just laughing and being cool ( Read more... )

So I am pretty amazed with myself. One lesson and I have the barre chords down and I've been jamming like a mad woman ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking about a lot of stuff lately...and even though some of it's depressing i'm not depressed. I take this as a good sign. I've been putting a lot of energy into my classes and doing stuff for my various clubs. Lindsey's boyfriend Brian is also going to start giving me guitar lessons next week ( Read more... )

So I finally figured out what I want my new tattoo to be. The only problem is i can't find where I saw the picture. I've been searching for hours and i still can't find it. So I decided instead to comission it from my artistically talented friends ( Read more... )