Once again my heart sinks back in to my chest with the sad realization that it shall not be loved in return. Not this time, Why is it that it always seems to find the one that does not show the same intent, " this is not a no, but i am not ready to give myself to anyone..." soft spoken word of rejection. How can the heart be so blind to walk in to ( Read more... )

Halloween is come soon, and i will be 21. and for the most part slighty intoxicated, AND i will be Elwood Blues for the Halloween Block Party...... dont be mad just because i am going to the block party and you can't..... well only Cara can go, but NO one else......

Well i have been very busy lately, i might be getting a different car, i am going to sell mine to my dad. i have been working alot 40 hours+, not bad for part time........heh heh heh. but that is soon to change, i am going to be work a lot less at this job, i will only be getting like 13 hours a week, but that just means it is time to get another ( Read more... )

ok maybe I Wont become a monk, but still people are annoying for the most part. I just want to find someone that is not Immature, but has a sense of humor, someone that can keep my attention for more the five minute(not trying to sound like an ass) but have enough sense to carry on a intense conversation. (i get bored with stupid people). ( Read more... )

I am now contemplating becoming a monk, or a hermit and live my life alone. and isolated form everyone

i decided to start a new journal because i am bored to day. i have been thing quite a bit lately about what i want to do, and who i want to be. more to come later