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Breakfast...
(continuation of erotica. there are missing pieces of the story...it's a mystery! ;P ( Read more... ) -
Early Morning...
(just a general warning-my next few posts are essentially erotica ( Read more... ) -
and the wheel of time turns...
it is the end of an era. the ties are cut; with imbolc, with the time of new things and growth and change, it was time. i am new, i am free, i am shining and bare. though you can't yet see it, you will some day thank me. i shed my skin of you. i am become the snake, that aspect of eternal growth and change, of owning sensuality and sexuality, of ( Read more... ) -
break stuff
know what sucks? being essentially in a love triangle. being in love with someone you've been with and realizing just how far down the rabbit hole they are, how much help they need, and how little you want to give it anymore. knowing there's someone else, someone whose thoughts and ideas, whose very essence is so compatible with mine i want to ( Read more... ) -
i'm still standing!
hello, world! no, i'm not dead! life has just tried its best to make sure that i feel that way for a while....long story short, personal lives are very very difficult. but hey, i'm a senior in college now! yaaaay! time to start researching graduate school...because i'm getting a masters degree for sure ( Read more... ) -
Quick Jot
need to get ready for work, but there's some things floating in my head i need to get down to cement them. first, the matter of my steampunk story. the main character's name had been awkward intentionally, but i was starting to lose my connection to her. then i happened across the name iphigenia, and it all came flooding in. her nickname will ( Read more... ) -
banana bread.
hmm...it's a chilly morning, with cold nipping at my fingers and toes(my nose is too small to feel weather effects besides rain) so i made coffee. my dreams last night left me feeling like a lost child in the wrong house. I can't remember them but I know they were focused on things from my childhood like dr. seuss, snacking on cubed cheese, and ( Read more... ) -
always look your opponent in the eyes...
but how do i do that with a journal? it doesn't have eyes to make contact with. oh well. so! i think it's about time i used this journally thing like i should have been; as a way to work on writing ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: B.Y.O.B. Holidays
my holiday schedule is rather packed. starting at the personal level, i celebrate the winter solstice, Yule, because i'm pagan and for me this is like new year's and christmas wrapped in one! I hold a vigil through the night to welcome the sunrise of the new year with all my close friends. we exchange gifts, tell stories, play games all through the ( Read more... ) -
it's been a wild ride
between working 40 hours(and getting so frustrated with my job i'd love to find another one now, but can't find work anywhere), having half my family's birthdays in the last month, and currently getting sick, there's not been a lot of bonus time. it seems i might be getting mono again, which would really suck because then i couldn't work for quite ( Read more... )