hmmmm more not letting go of the past. lets see how phil's changed
w00t just going to do a couple survey things to see what answers have changed. changes will be in parenthesis
Fri, Nov. 17th, 2006, 02:54 am
two for one, stolen from friends :D
1. Where is your dad right now?
my dad...currently located in a ceramic jar...my biological father...somewhere...out there...i should prolly call him soon (my dad...in a ceramic jar....bio father providence extended care cause of a stroke)
2. Have you ever keyed someones car?
yes. one of my best friends helped me do it...and i got an ass beating almost a year later for it :D
3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
That feeling sensual at work produces chub...and chub at work = bad (that i'm inept at helping others)
4. What color is your watch?
uhhh fuck watches...i have a cmputer...and if i'm in my car...my car (i dont have a car...so thats the only thing thats changed)
5. Do you like anyone?
lots of people
6. Are you close to your mom?
i'm a momma's boy...
7. Where does your best friend work?
an electrian outfit place thingy (uhhhh yea...a DIFFERENT electrician outfit place thingy)
8. What are you listening to right now?
co-workers...my keyboard...and computer (Strange Brew...a fan..my typing...)
9. What do you smell like?
clothing? new clothing? (nothing?...not even BO)
10. What color are your pants?
the ones i'm wearing now? none...i'm wearing shorts. (jeans, light blue)
11. Have you ever done a chinese fire drill?
yea...i want to try a chinese firedrill with MULTIPLE cars again...that shit was fun.
12. Have you kissed anyone today?
no
13. Do you have a chair in your room?
uhhh i have about 60 in this room(work)...2 in my living room... (uhhh like 16 at work...2 at home)
14. What time of day were you born?
sometime before noon...and sometime after 1130 (i found out it was before 1130 but after 11, I think...i need to find my birth certificate again)
15. Are you mad?
insanity doesnt run in my side of the family :) (at some things....basically my short-comings)
16. What's your favorite number?
13
17. Do you know someone named Lori?
yesh...only one...i believe
18. What color is your mom's hair?
uhhh dishwater blonde? with gray? maybe? (for certain it has gray now)
19. Do you have a dog?
no
20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
i still sing songs now...although, the ones i sing now...are made up lyrics to existing songs...but only for songs i like :D
22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
i have no siblings. (i do have half siblings, but I've never talked with them...oh yea...i have half siblings..heh)
23. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
many times...
24. Do you play an instrument?
i'm learning 4 (still "learning")
25. Do you like fire?
yesh
26. Are you allergic to anything?
lactose, thc/marijuana, and people
27. When was the last time you cried?
*shrug* (sometime last week...like a week ago)
29. Have you ever been to a spa?
i think so? maybe? well...actually USED a spa...i dont think so...been to one...yes
30. Did you take science all four years of high school?
i didnt even take all four years of highschool
31. Do you like butterflies?
sure...if they're kisses
33. What is one thing you miss about your past?
my dad...and my pet duke (my innocence, naivette, and joy)
34. Have you ever seen the school counselor?
i've seen many...spoken with none...
35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
not really...thats the problem...if i want kids...i'll still be a teacher...but i wont get paid for it. :| (but it will be something I would enjoy)
36. What is one thing you've learned about life?
it happens (and still goes on)
37. Are you jealous of anyone?
envious...yes...jealous...not anymore
38. Is anyone jealous of you?
i'm not spoken for...and people dont have to worry about losing me...but maybe that should change....if they envy me...well its my computer knowledge :D
39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
no
40. What does your mom call you?
son? Phillip? hey you? if shes talking to other people i'm "her baby"
41. What do your friends call you?
Phil, Pip, hey you, Phillip, (phyllis, flipper, Pill...it goes on and on)
42. What does you hair look like right now?
it looks like hair...in pony tail...sides and back need shaving again...along with beard...eyebrows could probably be plucked...legs are as they have always been...chest hair still non-existant...i dont mention any other type of hair, unless you're a good friend, if even then...if you didnt want to know so much...be more specific (shaved...not bic close...but short)
45. What have you eaten today.
uhhh food? i cant remember (food! :P hmmm gramma's chicken bbq thingy)
46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
wavy...straight...curly...it does what i tell it to... (straight...too short for curls or waves or whatever)
48. Who was the last person you drove with and where to?
uuhhhhhhh Punk Nate and Tom...and it was from a bar...to stop at a liquor store...on the way to my house (my mom, to mapco to get soda)
49. What are you looking forward to?
me becoming president of the united states...730am...getting a different job...joining a band...developing my own game...reading all the books i can...go snowboarding all year...travel to other countries...and so much more (getting the FUCK out of Alaska, at least for a while)
50. How are you today?
apathetic... (reminiscing)
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Finish the sentence...
1. I've come to realize that my ex...
have been the one to break things off, that sometimes it hurts more to remain friends, but yea... (was right for the most part, but wrong about it being her and not me)
2. I am listening to...
Exploited - Sex and Violence (Strange Brew still...a fan..."The Vibrators - Whips & Furs)
3. I talk...
way too fucking much and dont get paid enough to do it. (still too fucking much, but it's paid by others talking, so I dont have to :))
4. I love...
music while reading. (lots of things and lots of people to paraphrase a movie line from "100 girls" - "I dont see old people complaining they should have loved less")
5. My best friend..
needs to hang out more. (still needs to hang out more)
6. My first real kiss...
was the night of my life, and in retrospect i should not have been under the influence.
7. I lost my virginity...
when i was 18.
8. I hate it when people...
GO FUCKING UNDER THE SPEED LIMIT! (or are fucking morons, or dont see motorcycles, or well the list could go on forever)
9. Love is...
lost, but not forever (all)
10. Marriage is...
a fucking piece of paper. If my significant other wishes to have a wedding and marriage papers...i'll gladly get them...but i wont activley pursue marriage...buty of course...unless i feel they want it (same principle but more refined)
11. Somewhere, someone is...
getting oppressed (crying and I can do nothing about it...someone specific)
12. I'll always...
do my best
13. I have a secret crush on...
myself (heh, two secret crushes...if i said...then it wouldn't be a secret anymore...anyways...they'll be reading this...maybe)
14. The last time I cried was...
*shrug* (about a week ago)
15. My cell phone...
is actually and mp3 player that answers calls. (is the bane of my existence...i need to find my mp3 player that answers calls again)
16. When I woke up this morning.
i thought, FUCK i need more sleep...hit snooze phil...hit snooze mother fucker...hit snooze...dont get up...its tooooo early...oh hey...someones calling. (i got to play UFC on the xbox 360...and it was RAD)
17. Before I go to sleep at night...
i systematically go through my dvd's and fall asleep to it
18. Right now I am thinking about...
sex...and violence...and goddamn old school punk rocks...and the color pink...and goddamn i can type fast...although i could type faster...man...i'm stiarting to get into a vicious circle...and i cant stop thinking...so does this go on forevcer... (being inept at helping others...getting the fuck out of alaska...and why does everything have to be complicated when it comes to women)
19. Babies are...
frighteningly spooky...i wants one...maybe two...three is pushing it (still frighteningly spooky, but unsure I wants one...maybe if i find the right woman)
20. I get on MySpace...
to see what my friends are up to...cause i work nights... :| (to play Mafia Wars, and see if one of my "secret crushes" has updated anything...not stalkerish like,..more like wanting to know more about them...wow...that sounds stalkerish...fuck)
21. Today I.....
still be repeating myself to customers... (went to employment place thingy on my bike...enjoyed the day...worried about "secret crushes" and their problems)
.
22. Tonight I will..
probably still be pissed off...listening to punk music...and setting up my netowkr (go to my room...pass out to a movie...get ready for tomorrow)
23. Tomorrow I will...
be doing the same thing (go to my employment place thingy on my bike...enjoy the day...and worry some more about my "secret crushes" problems)
24. I really want...
more pay...and the ability to drink at work without getting fired. (to get the fuck out of Alaska)
25. The person who is most likely to repost this is...
someone that hasnt done it already. (no one...i think i severed ties...burned bridges...by not being there for people...OR they will think this is too fucking much information to type down)
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Random questions...
Body: 42 of the MOST Random Questions Ever, BE HONEST
1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
at home doing this very thing...just on the computer... (sitting in front of the couch...about to get up and do some internet research and started doing this)
2. Who will be your next kiss?
hehe no clue...but i know it will happen...and it will be fun :D (I have hopes on who it will be with...and if it happens...it will be GLORIOUS...as every kiss is precious)
3. due to technical difficulties questions 3, is missing.
and there is no estimated time of repair...so fucking suck it up :D (i was hungry...so i fucking ate it....so fucking suck it up and deal with it)
4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
NEVAR...heheh like i can remmeber (uhhhhh like fucking forever ago...it was with Steph-a-nie-nie and Alysin, and that one guy I cant remember his name...)
5. Are you wearing socks right now?
no (yes)
6. When was the last time you went out of the state?
hehehe...last year...my grampas funeral...w00t...fun times (wooo yea...my grampas funeral...back in '05)
7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
NO...well maybe...i dont know...i cant remember (yesh...my mom, aunt, "nephew" and I went to see Monsters Vs. Aliens)
8. What was the last thing you had to drink?
diet rockstar....chasing down the tequilla (water)
9. What are you wearing right now?
shorts...very cool...drying ones...and a blue collar shirt :D (brown wife beater, blue SouthPole Jeans, black socks, black and pink checkered belt, and sense of self)
10. What was your last purchase?
went halves with a friend on pizza from dominos (soda and water)
11. Last food you ate?
said pizza (grammas yummy chicken bbq stuffs)
12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
adam...adam asking who this chick was...and what her myspace was (Chelsey)
13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
nope..it hasnt been 3 years yet :D
14. Do you have a pet?
an outside cat that shows up for food... (kinda sorta...I think I will keep the bearded dragon...and its name shall be Swedgin)
15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
uhhhhhh...hehehe...maybe that boxing match?
16. What is your favorite class?
middle lower class...they're interesting
17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
i would say...with my buddies...if i cant have them...then i want to be in australia...or ireland...with my friends :D (in Tennessee with gramma or traveling with a friend)
18. What is the last thing you purchased online?
another dvd...or was it computer component(s) :) (uhhh shit...might still be those things...oh wait...no...it was a video game)
19. One thing you hate about yourself?
nothing is wrong with me...and i hate no part of myself...except my emotions :D (my inability to bring those I love closer to ME...again with the keep people at a distance)
20. What's your favorite soup?
Skippers clam chowder
21. Do you miss anyone?
of course... (lots of people)
22. Last play you saw?
heheh uhhh...that one....with bonnie...not les miserables...the other one...oh yea...Miss Saigon...only play i've ever seen
23. What are your plans for the day?
hmmmmm drink some more...call mom...get my cars oil changed...listen to music...have lunch...fix a coimputer or two (go to bed after filling this out)
24. Who is the last person you commented on myspace?
uhhhh i dont know...i dont comment often...if ever
25. Ever go to camp?
sure
26. Were you an honor roll student in school?
nope...school sucked :D
27. What do you know about the future?
a lot...but its hit or miss if i'm right or wrong :D (it never works out the way I imagine...so I'm like a reverse psychic)
28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
eu deux phil...or whatever my body odour is :D probably tequilla right now (nope)
30. Where are your best friends located?
government hill.... (anchorage, seattle, livingston)
31. Do you have a tan?
year round...:D (now i'm TAN TAN)
32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
if it happens...it happens...if not...i can always adopt
33. Do you collect anything?
beer bottle caps...old computers...old computer components...dvd's...games for the xbox...games for the computer and PS2 (beer bottle caps...emotionally unavailable women...women who want to be just friends...a gaggle of stray thoughts and musings)
34. Do you have any tattoos or peircings?
oh yea...and NEEEEEEEEEEEED more
35. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
always...and always coke no ice
36. How do you like your soda?
with no ice
37. Do you like hot sauce?
if its hot....btw...i can eat habanero's raw :D
38. Last time you took a shower?
yesterday? the day before? (today)
39. Who do you like?
all my friends and acquiantences
40. What is your mood?
on the verge of drunk...domestic...FULL OF RAGE...against the machine :D (bucolic or lazy, questioning sense of self)
42. What's the last TV show you watched?
Midterm Midtacular....Daily show with Jon Stewart/Steven Colbert Report (Deadwood...i think...i dont watch tv...i do watch tv shows on dvd though)
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Fri, Oct. 20th, 2006, 04:10 am
more filler
9 lasts
1. cigarette: just got back from a smoke break (just lit one up)
2. beverage: coca-cola (water)
3. last kiss: almost a week ago (maybe Sunday night)
4. hug: i think i got it with that last kiss. (yesterday when Sara left...)
5. movie seen: The New Guy (Strange Brew)
6. cd played: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Chemical Brothers - Brother's Gonna Work It Out (uhhh I dont know where my cd's are)
7. song listened to: Pull My Strings ( Live) - Dead Kennedy's (current song is Dead Prez's - 'They' Schools)
8. bubble bath: forever and a moon ago
9. last time you cried: sometime this week (sometime last week)
8 have you evers
1. dated one of your best friends: no, but almost all the people i dated became best friends
2. skinny dipped: maybe
3. kissed somebody and regretted it: yes (I don't regret it now)
4. fallen in love: yes
5. lost someone you loved: yes
6. been depressed: probably
7. been drunk and threw up: oh let me count the ways.
8. ran away: i'd go on hiatus from my parents yes,
7 states you've been to: (i'm not counting alaska since i live here)
1. California
2. Tennessee
3. Washington
4. Nevada
5. Hawaii
6. Michigan
7. Texas
6 things you've done today
1. smoked
2. worked
3. excersized
4. ate
5. did stuff
6. did some other stuff
5 things you love
1. Friends
2. Family
3. Distractions
4. randomness
5. persons
4 people you last talked to
1. faris (Chelsey)
2. jerod (Punk Nate)
3. bonnie (my mom)
4. customers (chick at Mapco..currently named Holiday)
3 wishes
1. to be in shape. (to be with friends out of state)
2. to be myself again.
3. a human sized hamster ball is tied with being president of the US
2 things you want to be when you grow up (HAHAHHAHAHAHA when....HAHAHHAHAHHAAHAH. Silly mortal, i will never grow up)
1. Peter Pan ;)
2. someone positive
1 thing you regret
1. not learning from my mistakes or other peoples mistakes.
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Wed, Mar. 22nd, 2006, 12:54 am
Another update.
Put your music library on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up. it doesn't really make sense at times, but some answers you come up with will freak you out.
1. What's my mood like right now?
Deftones - Savory
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Leafhound - It's going to get better
3. What kind of person am I?
Necro & Ill Bill - Reflections of a Man Freestyle
4. Am I loved?
Nine Inch Nails - Razed in Black (music actually sounds like a remix of Sin)
5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
Rammstein _ Wo Bist Du
6. What should I do with my life?
Guru - Kingpin
7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
RATM - New Millenium Homes
8. What is my best quality?
Meat Puppets - Electromud
9. How does my sex life look?
Black Flag - Now She's Black
10. What's the meaning of life?
Slipknot - I am hated
11. What do people think of me?
Atmosphere - Get Depressed (Get Down)
12. Would I make a good catch?
Dead prez - Hip-Hop
13. How crazy am I?
Bob Dylan - Rocks and Gravel
14. Will I have a good life in general?
The Exploited - I Believe in Anarchy
15. Can (insert YOUR name here: ?) ever really love me?
Metallica - So What
16. Can me and (insert YOUR name here) ever be more than friends?
Molly Hatchet - Take Miss Lucy Home
17. Whats going to happen to me this weekend?
Aphex Twin - Windowsill
18. Where will I be a year from now?
Zeke - Viva Agostini (could be italy, when i google map Agostini)
19. What is my biggest wish?
Silverchair - Cemetary
20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
M.O.D. Bushwackateas
21. How will I die?
Bjork - Nu Flyver Anton
22. What will happen after I die?
Chemical Brothers - 3 Little Birdies down beats
23. How do my friends feel about me?
Bjork - Unravel
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Fri, Nov. 17th, 2006, 02:54 am
two for one, stolen from friends :D
1. Where is your dad right now?
my dad...currently located in a ceramic jar...my biological father...somewhere...out there...i should prolly call him soon (my dad...in a ceramic jar....bio father providence extended care cause of a stroke)
2. Have you ever keyed someones car?
yes. one of my best friends helped me do it...and i got an ass beating almost a year later for it :D
3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
That feeling sensual at work produces chub...and chub at work = bad (that i'm inept at helping others)
4. What color is your watch?
uhhh fuck watches...i have a cmputer...and if i'm in my car...my car (i dont have a car...so thats the only thing thats changed)
5. Do you like anyone?
lots of people
6. Are you close to your mom?
i'm a momma's boy...
7. Where does your best friend work?
an electrian outfit place thingy (uhhhh yea...a DIFFERENT electrician outfit place thingy)
8. What are you listening to right now?
co-workers...my keyboard...and computer (Strange Brew...a fan..my typing...)
9. What do you smell like?
clothing? new clothing? (nothing?...not even BO)
10. What color are your pants?
the ones i'm wearing now? none...i'm wearing shorts. (jeans, light blue)
11. Have you ever done a chinese fire drill?
yea...i want to try a chinese firedrill with MULTIPLE cars again...that shit was fun.
12. Have you kissed anyone today?
no
13. Do you have a chair in your room?
uhhh i have about 60 in this room(work)...2 in my living room... (uhhh like 16 at work...2 at home)
14. What time of day were you born?
sometime before noon...and sometime after 1130 (i found out it was before 1130 but after 11, I think...i need to find my birth certificate again)
15. Are you mad?
insanity doesnt run in my side of the family :) (at some things....basically my short-comings)
16. What's your favorite number?
13
17. Do you know someone named Lori?
yesh...only one...i believe
18. What color is your mom's hair?
uhhh dishwater blonde? with gray? maybe? (for certain it has gray now)
19. Do you have a dog?
no
20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
i still sing songs now...although, the ones i sing now...are made up lyrics to existing songs...but only for songs i like :D
22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
i have no siblings. (i do have half siblings, but I've never talked with them...oh yea...i have half siblings..heh)
23. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
many times...
24. Do you play an instrument?
i'm learning 4 (still "learning")
25. Do you like fire?
yesh
26. Are you allergic to anything?
lactose, thc/marijuana, and people
27. When was the last time you cried?
*shrug* (sometime last week...like a week ago)
29. Have you ever been to a spa?
i think so? maybe? well...actually USED a spa...i dont think so...been to one...yes
30. Did you take science all four years of high school?
i didnt even take all four years of highschool
31. Do you like butterflies?
sure...if they're kisses
33. What is one thing you miss about your past?
my dad...and my pet duke (my innocence, naivette, and joy)
34. Have you ever seen the school counselor?
i've seen many...spoken with none...
35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
not really...thats the problem...if i want kids...i'll still be a teacher...but i wont get paid for it. :| (but it will be something I would enjoy)
36. What is one thing you've learned about life?
it happens (and still goes on)
37. Are you jealous of anyone?
envious...yes...jealous...not anymore
38. Is anyone jealous of you?
i'm not spoken for...and people dont have to worry about losing me...but maybe that should change....if they envy me...well its my computer knowledge :D
39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
no
40. What does your mom call you?
son? Phillip? hey you? if shes talking to other people i'm "her baby"
41. What do your friends call you?
Phil, Pip, hey you, Phillip, (phyllis, flipper, Pill...it goes on and on)
42. What does you hair look like right now?
it looks like hair...in pony tail...sides and back need shaving again...along with beard...eyebrows could probably be plucked...legs are as they have always been...chest hair still non-existant...i dont mention any other type of hair, unless you're a good friend, if even then...if you didnt want to know so much...be more specific (shaved...not bic close...but short)
45. What have you eaten today.
uhhh food? i cant remember (food! :P hmmm gramma's chicken bbq thingy)
46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
wavy...straight...curly...it does what i tell it to... (straight...too short for curls or waves or whatever)
48. Who was the last person you drove with and where to?
uuhhhhhhh Punk Nate and Tom...and it was from a bar...to stop at a liquor store...on the way to my house (my mom, to mapco to get soda)
49. What are you looking forward to?
me becoming president of the united states...730am...getting a different job...joining a band...developing my own game...reading all the books i can...go snowboarding all year...travel to other countries...and so much more (getting the FUCK out of Alaska, at least for a while)
50. How are you today?
apathetic... (reminiscing)
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Finish the sentence...
1. I've come to realize that my ex...
have been the one to break things off, that sometimes it hurts more to remain friends, but yea... (was right for the most part, but wrong about it being her and not me)
2. I am listening to...
Exploited - Sex and Violence (Strange Brew still...a fan..."The Vibrators - Whips & Furs)
3. I talk...
way too fucking much and dont get paid enough to do it. (still too fucking much, but it's paid by others talking, so I dont have to :))
4. I love...
music while reading. (lots of things and lots of people to paraphrase a movie line from "100 girls" - "I dont see old people complaining they should have loved less")
5. My best friend..
needs to hang out more. (still needs to hang out more)
6. My first real kiss...
was the night of my life, and in retrospect i should not have been under the influence.
7. I lost my virginity...
when i was 18.
8. I hate it when people...
GO FUCKING UNDER THE SPEED LIMIT! (or are fucking morons, or dont see motorcycles, or well the list could go on forever)
9. Love is...
lost, but not forever (all)
10. Marriage is...
a fucking piece of paper. If my significant other wishes to have a wedding and marriage papers...i'll gladly get them...but i wont activley pursue marriage...buty of course...unless i feel they want it (same principle but more refined)
11. Somewhere, someone is...
getting oppressed (crying and I can do nothing about it...someone specific)
12. I'll always...
do my best
13. I have a secret crush on...
myself (heh, two secret crushes...if i said...then it wouldn't be a secret anymore...anyways...they'll be reading this...maybe)
14. The last time I cried was...
*shrug* (about a week ago)
15. My cell phone...
is actually and mp3 player that answers calls. (is the bane of my existence...i need to find my mp3 player that answers calls again)
16. When I woke up this morning.
i thought, FUCK i need more sleep...hit snooze phil...hit snooze mother fucker...hit snooze...dont get up...its tooooo early...oh hey...someones calling. (i got to play UFC on the xbox 360...and it was RAD)
17. Before I go to sleep at night...
i systematically go through my dvd's and fall asleep to it
18. Right now I am thinking about...
sex...and violence...and goddamn old school punk rocks...and the color pink...and goddamn i can type fast...although i could type faster...man...i'm stiarting to get into a vicious circle...and i cant stop thinking...so does this go on forevcer... (being inept at helping others...getting the fuck out of alaska...and why does everything have to be complicated when it comes to women)
19. Babies are...
frighteningly spooky...i wants one...maybe two...three is pushing it (still frighteningly spooky, but unsure I wants one...maybe if i find the right woman)
20. I get on MySpace...
to see what my friends are up to...cause i work nights... :| (to play Mafia Wars, and see if one of my "secret crushes" has updated anything...not stalkerish like,..more like wanting to know more about them...wow...that sounds stalkerish...fuck)
21. Today I.....
still be repeating myself to customers... (went to employment place thingy on my bike...enjoyed the day...worried about "secret crushes" and their problems)
.
22. Tonight I will..
probably still be pissed off...listening to punk music...and setting up my netowkr (go to my room...pass out to a movie...get ready for tomorrow)
23. Tomorrow I will...
be doing the same thing (go to my employment place thingy on my bike...enjoy the day...and worry some more about my "secret crushes" problems)
24. I really want...
more pay...and the ability to drink at work without getting fired. (to get the fuck out of Alaska)
25. The person who is most likely to repost this is...
someone that hasnt done it already. (no one...i think i severed ties...burned bridges...by not being there for people...OR they will think this is too fucking much information to type down)
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Random questions...
Body: 42 of the MOST Random Questions Ever, BE HONEST
1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
at home doing this very thing...just on the computer... (sitting in front of the couch...about to get up and do some internet research and started doing this)
2. Who will be your next kiss?
hehe no clue...but i know it will happen...and it will be fun :D (I have hopes on who it will be with...and if it happens...it will be GLORIOUS...as every kiss is precious)
3. due to technical difficulties questions 3, is missing.
and there is no estimated time of repair...so fucking suck it up :D (i was hungry...so i fucking ate it....so fucking suck it up and deal with it)
4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
NEVAR...heheh like i can remmeber (uhhhhh like fucking forever ago...it was with Steph-a-nie-nie and Alysin, and that one guy I cant remember his name...)
5. Are you wearing socks right now?
no (yes)
6. When was the last time you went out of the state?
hehehe...last year...my grampas funeral...w00t...fun times (wooo yea...my grampas funeral...back in '05)
7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
NO...well maybe...i dont know...i cant remember (yesh...my mom, aunt, "nephew" and I went to see Monsters Vs. Aliens)
8. What was the last thing you had to drink?
diet rockstar....chasing down the tequilla (water)
9. What are you wearing right now?
shorts...very cool...drying ones...and a blue collar shirt :D (brown wife beater, blue SouthPole Jeans, black socks, black and pink checkered belt, and sense of self)
10. What was your last purchase?
went halves with a friend on pizza from dominos (soda and water)
11. Last food you ate?
said pizza (grammas yummy chicken bbq stuffs)
12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
adam...adam asking who this chick was...and what her myspace was (Chelsey)
13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
nope..it hasnt been 3 years yet :D
14. Do you have a pet?
an outside cat that shows up for food... (kinda sorta...I think I will keep the bearded dragon...and its name shall be Swedgin)
15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
uhhhhhh...hehehe...maybe that boxing match?
16. What is your favorite class?
middle lower class...they're interesting
17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
i would say...with my buddies...if i cant have them...then i want to be in australia...or ireland...with my friends :D (in Tennessee with gramma or traveling with a friend)
18. What is the last thing you purchased online?
another dvd...or was it computer component(s) :) (uhhh shit...might still be those things...oh wait...no...it was a video game)
19. One thing you hate about yourself?
nothing is wrong with me...and i hate no part of myself...except my emotions :D (my inability to bring those I love closer to ME...again with the keep people at a distance)
20. What's your favorite soup?
Skippers clam chowder
21. Do you miss anyone?
of course... (lots of people)
22. Last play you saw?
heheh uhhh...that one....with bonnie...not les miserables...the other one...oh yea...Miss Saigon...only play i've ever seen
23. What are your plans for the day?
hmmmmm drink some more...call mom...get my cars oil changed...listen to music...have lunch...fix a coimputer or two (go to bed after filling this out)
24. Who is the last person you commented on myspace?
uhhhh i dont know...i dont comment often...if ever
25. Ever go to camp?
sure
26. Were you an honor roll student in school?
nope...school sucked :D
27. What do you know about the future?
a lot...but its hit or miss if i'm right or wrong :D (it never works out the way I imagine...so I'm like a reverse psychic)
28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
eu deux phil...or whatever my body odour is :D probably tequilla right now (nope)
30. Where are your best friends located?
government hill.... (anchorage, seattle, livingston)
31. Do you have a tan?
year round...:D (now i'm TAN TAN)
32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
if it happens...it happens...if not...i can always adopt
33. Do you collect anything?
beer bottle caps...old computers...old computer components...dvd's...games for the xbox...games for the computer and PS2 (beer bottle caps...emotionally unavailable women...women who want to be just friends...a gaggle of stray thoughts and musings)
34. Do you have any tattoos or peircings?
oh yea...and NEEEEEEEEEEEED more
35. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
always...and always coke no ice
36. How do you like your soda?
with no ice
37. Do you like hot sauce?
if its hot....btw...i can eat habanero's raw :D
38. Last time you took a shower?
yesterday? the day before? (today)
39. Who do you like?
all my friends and acquiantences
40. What is your mood?
on the verge of drunk...domestic...FULL OF RAGE...against the machine :D (bucolic or lazy, questioning sense of self)
42. What's the last TV show you watched?
Midterm Midtacular....Daily show with Jon Stewart/Steven Colbert Report (Deadwood...i think...i dont watch tv...i do watch tv shows on dvd though)
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Fri, Oct. 20th, 2006, 04:10 am
more filler
9 lasts
1. cigarette: just got back from a smoke break (just lit one up)
2. beverage: coca-cola (water)
3. last kiss: almost a week ago (maybe Sunday night)
4. hug: i think i got it with that last kiss. (yesterday when Sara left...)
5. movie seen: The New Guy (Strange Brew)
6. cd played: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Chemical Brothers - Brother's Gonna Work It Out (uhhh I dont know where my cd's are)
7. song listened to: Pull My Strings ( Live) - Dead Kennedy's (current song is Dead Prez's - 'They' Schools)
8. bubble bath: forever and a moon ago
9. last time you cried: sometime this week (sometime last week)
8 have you evers
1. dated one of your best friends: no, but almost all the people i dated became best friends
2. skinny dipped: maybe
3. kissed somebody and regretted it: yes (I don't regret it now)
4. fallen in love: yes
5. lost someone you loved: yes
6. been depressed: probably
7. been drunk and threw up: oh let me count the ways.
8. ran away: i'd go on hiatus from my parents yes,
7 states you've been to: (i'm not counting alaska since i live here)
1. California
2. Tennessee
3. Washington
4. Nevada
5. Hawaii
6. Michigan
7. Texas
6 things you've done today
1. smoked
2. worked
3. excersized
4. ate
5. did stuff
6. did some other stuff
5 things you love
1. Friends
2. Family
3. Distractions
4. randomness
5. persons
4 people you last talked to
1. faris (Chelsey)
2. jerod (Punk Nate)
3. bonnie (my mom)
4. customers (chick at Mapco..currently named Holiday)
3 wishes
1. to be in shape. (to be with friends out of state)
2. to be myself again.
3. a human sized hamster ball is tied with being president of the US
2 things you want to be when you grow up (HAHAHHAHAHAHA when....HAHAHHAHAHHAAHAH. Silly mortal, i will never grow up)
1. Peter Pan ;)
2. someone positive
1 thing you regret
1. not learning from my mistakes or other peoples mistakes.
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Wed, Mar. 22nd, 2006, 12:54 am
Another update.
Put your music library on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up. it doesn't really make sense at times, but some answers you come up with will freak you out.
1. What's my mood like right now?
Deftones - Savory
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Leafhound - It's going to get better
3. What kind of person am I?
Necro & Ill Bill - Reflections of a Man Freestyle
4. Am I loved?
Nine Inch Nails - Razed in Black (music actually sounds like a remix of Sin)
5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
Rammstein _ Wo Bist Du
6. What should I do with my life?
Guru - Kingpin
7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
RATM - New Millenium Homes
8. What is my best quality?
Meat Puppets - Electromud
9. How does my sex life look?
Black Flag - Now She's Black
10. What's the meaning of life?
Slipknot - I am hated
11. What do people think of me?
Atmosphere - Get Depressed (Get Down)
12. Would I make a good catch?
Dead prez - Hip-Hop
13. How crazy am I?
Bob Dylan - Rocks and Gravel
14. Will I have a good life in general?
The Exploited - I Believe in Anarchy
15. Can (insert YOUR name here: ?) ever really love me?
Metallica - So What
16. Can me and (insert YOUR name here) ever be more than friends?
Molly Hatchet - Take Miss Lucy Home
17. Whats going to happen to me this weekend?
Aphex Twin - Windowsill
18. Where will I be a year from now?
Zeke - Viva Agostini (could be italy, when i google map Agostini)
19. What is my biggest wish?
Silverchair - Cemetary
20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
M.O.D. Bushwackateas
21. How will I die?
Bjork - Nu Flyver Anton
22. What will happen after I die?
Chemical Brothers - 3 Little Birdies down beats
23. How do my friends feel about me?
Bjork - Unravel
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