I found all these cool buttons in the rich text mode. (Brief moment of excitment.)

So my last entry was quite the bitch fest.  I found out my uti had something to do with that.
Thanks, stupid uti. I have to go to the doctor again to find out if something is wrong with that
department.

I was looking through all of Jessica's friends. Yes dear, I ( Read more... )

Okay, where to begin...

Right now my mind is all jumbled. I can't seem to focus on what is bothering me and what is not bothering me. All I know is the following.

1. Not very many people truly understand my situation.

2. I am trying to make sense of my medical situation and everything tied into and to it.

3. BANK OF AMERICA IS INCOMPETENT, ( Read more... )

Ughhhh.. MySpace is driving me nuts!!!! Ok, that was my venting ( Read more... )

I always knew I had a darkside!!!!! w00t w00t!!

The right side of my body looks like I got into a car accident. I didn't though. It was just a lazy comparison. Actually, I just covered up two small injuries with some gauze and medical tape so that I wouldn't pick them anymore. Yes, I'm a picker. Funny, Jessica is the only one who reads this and she already knows that I am a picker. My boyfriend ( Read more... )

Okay, I never write jack shit in here.. But yeah. So it ended up being a cool day and what not. It was my moms birthday and we went to see Star Wars: Revenge of The Sith, it kicked ass! Then went to Blue Frog, that was coolness and then we went and picked up Miss Stoner. w00t w00t! LOL... oops I accidently typed w00ty.. I like that though, it makes ( Read more... )

So, yesterday was interesting. I woke up kind of late because I have been getting more exhausted lately. It's kind of frustrating and well one person in particular seems to get mad at me for it. I'm not sure if the exhaustion has to do with the tumor or if it has to do with the back. But, whatever ( Read more... )

June will be here before I know it and I'm a little scared. I don't know what is going to happen next month and it actually is freaking me out. I don't know what to do, who to talk to or how to act. I'm trying to keep busy but it's so hard sometimes because of my back. My back will just start aching and aching and then my head will start up and it' ( Read more... )

For some reason, I am in a good mood. Not entirely sure why. Especially since it's been a weird day. Perhaps, it's the Fiorinal. It's a drug I take for tumor related headaches. It has caffeine in it and I think it has an upper in it too. I really hope it doesn't, because I don't want to get addicted to it. Anyway, enough rambling about drugs. I ( Read more... )

On a positive note. Daniel spent the night on Monday. I thought it was so cute when I went in the bathroom and his toothbrush was in the holder with mine. It's silly, but it made me happy. He makes me happy. I've never laughed or smiled so much in my whole life. I tell him every night that I love him, but it just doesn't feel like enough. I really ( Read more... )