( I are bored, sue me.. )

I'm so sick of myself. Sometimes I can almost watch myself, from another perspective. And I'm just wasting my time, myself. I do nothing. I'm lazy. I lack focus. I'm completely apathetic when it comes to study. I lack everything that I need right now. And I know what I need to do. I know what I can do once I put a bit of work in. But how can I make ( Read more... )

Quick update, lazy - So stuff was a-good, I saw peoples, it made for a very happy me. You have no idea how much I missed you all. <3 to everyone. Everything's good right now.

"I feel fat..." :D

For a moment there I thought I had perfection.

Newly resinglified. Don't ask, I'm not willing to talk about it. Just so you know and all that.

No, the last update was nothing to do with that, anyone thinking that was related was mistaken, that was other stuff which has been sorted.

Methinks that's all.

Nothing seems so bad when it snows. I know, the ground being soaked, that it won't stick, won't last. But it's still so beautiful, so pure. It may be merely transient, but, then again, everything is. Pain, hurt, love, life. None of it is forever, though for the latter two, we often wish it could be. Doesn't work like that though. We've got to enjoy ( Read more... )

Arrgh, tired, bored, throat sore, leaving cert soon, german oral next week, irish the week after, I'm too lazy to study, mocks were about 500 points (haven't actually calculated, but I think it's that) which is pretty damn good, but not nearly good enough, I need to up my marks in everything but Bio and Chem, tis doable, also physics revision day ( Read more... )

Say something, I'm so tired of talking.

Hey. Just to get a few things out of the way here, coz I'll forget to say them another time ( Read more... )

I feel so... not just tired. I dunno, weary, fatigued. I know that's probably because of not sleeping properly, not eating properly which both contribute to migraines, but there's just this.. something else. I can't explain it but it just drags me down time and time again. I hate feeling this way, but when it's been one of those days that I'm only ( Read more... )