WARNING!!! EMONESS CONTAINED WITHIN!!!
there are few instances when one actually knows the moment they realize that they're obsolete. I do...Hooray? So judgeing by the way things have been goin these past couple of years i should be dead by this time next year. Cause it all atarted in the very end of 2004 when i lost my faith in my self, the around the same time in 2005/2006 i lost my feeling of security, this year I lost my love, my self worth, and well now that i'm typing this up, my dignity. So i really dont have anything else to lose in stead of my life. So i hope if that is true that im killed by somthing spectacular like the lochness monster. Yeah it just takes a plane over here (from scotland i think?) to assassinate me. but it gets boched and we have an epic chase scene and fire fight and i fall off of a tall tower but not until after i take the lochness monster out too.
But all in all, I know im being over dramatic and im just having a bad day. So anyone who does actually read this, don't worry, by the time anyone sees me ill be fine. Just needed to vent a little...bleh