today sucks, things suck, people suck. None of this is good. I am not very happy right now. This is not how I want to be. I am going to go relax and pretend that I am someone else for like 5 minutes, then I will come back to my reality and sit in it's dismal glow. I will just lay stagnant, maybe if I am lucky I will vanish without a word spoken,
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