I'm pretty scared

[randy4289]

The whole virgina tech thing got to me. What would have happened had that been our school.

I found out today that one of my co-workers brother was killed. Why do these things happen. Seriously.

I'm loseing my hope.

My friends that KEPT me at bay, are now the ones that are drifting.

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[insamnia]

Seven of my friends died in that "massacre". It doesn't help that all anybody can truly do is place blame on somebody else, or somebody no longer alive. These things happen though, because of pressure, or the lack of attention. Often, it's because of 'drifting', if anybody will bother to admit it. When you're alienated so much, it's stressful, and if you're the type to not share emotion, let alone seak professional help; something's going to happen. I'm not saying that it's okay, I'm saying it's unfortunately something that happens. I've had my brother killed, and my best friend killed. I'd like to say I lost hope long ago, and I did, and have a few times. Today is actually two years to the date of one of my friends' death. But in reality, it's the times where I see somebody donate money to a homeless person, and that person go out and not spend it on drugs or alcohol or cigarettes; when they go and get something to eat, or something to sleep on, or with. It's then I realize "some people have heart". When you see those couples that