sad sack

[randygirl17]

today is one of those days wherein i ponder the reason for my existence. i feel like i'm living just to pay my bills and that's not a pleasant feeling. i basically feel like i'm reliving the same day over and over and over, much like in that movie "groundhog's day". i mean i know i'm a creature of habit and routine, but this is ridiculous. i don't want to feel like just another ignorant, apathetic, ineffectual cog of society.
*gag* i'm annoying myself today...i'm just feeling old an unproductive and apparently unsatisfied. feel welcome to come kick me in the arse.