I'm being bold, here...plainjane85November 3 2004, 18:44:15 UTC
"I miss Emily sometimes but I know talking to her will lead to nothing. I constantly think of the Emily I loved as dead and gone, and that's horrible, but true."
No, I'm not dead or gone. It's probably none of my business, but I read your diary just now, searching for any evidence that you ever still think of me. I don't really know how I could (or if I even can) go about apologizing for the silence, or what brought it about. I miss you like hell, and I think about you all the time. I've wanted to say this for some time, but I've been afraid that it would be too late. Is it better late than never, to be friends again? I miss the person who knows me best (and no, I haven't changed). I may be too bold to ask for this, but I felt the need. If you want to give me the finger, that's understandable. Please, though, if that's the case--just break the silence enough to do that. That's all. Emily
Re: I'm being bold, here...ranielduleNovember 3 2004, 19:13:16 UTC
I could say a lot, but I just want to say the silence was awful. I'm glad it's over.
I've said a lot about you in the time that's passed, and most of it has been ill. I see your screen name when I visit home and Brandon has left his AIM on. I don't know what I can say. I think I'll sleep on this tonight and think about what I'll say to you when I call you in the next few days.
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No, I'm not dead or gone. It's probably none of my business, but I read your diary just now, searching for any evidence that you ever still think of me. I don't really know how I could (or if I even can) go about apologizing for the silence, or what brought it about. I miss you like hell, and I think about you all the time. I've wanted to say this for some time, but I've been afraid that it would be too late. Is it better late than never, to be friends again? I miss the person who knows me best (and no, I haven't changed). I may be too bold to ask for this, but I felt the need. If you want to give me the finger, that's understandable. Please, though, if that's the case--just break the silence enough to do that. That's all.
Emily
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I've said a lot about you in the time that's passed, and most of it has been ill. I see your screen name when I visit home and Brandon has left his AIM on. I don't know what I can say. I think I'll sleep on this tonight and think about what I'll say to you when I call you in the next few days.
Good to hear from you, Em.
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