Im so tired.
Id like nothing more then to clean and make my apartment look perfectly to my liking.  
Id like nothing more then to get along wonderfully with Chris, forever.
Id like nothing more then to get my shit together for the new year.
And Id really like to just stop stressing.

Happy New Year everyone, hope its a dandy one.

 You know it's funny the day before Garrett died Sydney and I were driving around everywhere,  I looked to my right and there was the Wrays house.  I hadn't thought of the kid in a while, simply because I havn't seen him in years.  Weirds me out it was the day just before he died that I had all those memories come back.  Most of all I am thinking ( Read more... )

It has become a priority of mine to climb to the tip of the mountain and scream out all the built up anger inside of me. 
Most of the anger is caused by myself, but some is from others.  
The past may be the past but still, still somthing makes me look back at those years and be sad.

I desperately want to color my hair!  I havn't been able to do ( Read more... )

I love how by venting I write a gynormis paragraph, read it, and then delete it.

sometimes, shit SUCKS.

I want a job now.

 I wish I could throw up on your fucking face.

ill be 21 on wednesday!  
Whos throwing me a party?  
YEAH RIGHT! 

So.... 
I graduated college!  I have to take my senior finale in a week, state board in like three weeks.  
Turn 21 in less then a month.  
Should be working at Ulta in November, hopefully making bank.

Pretty sweet shit.

Oh and I forget if I wrote that im an Aunt, have been for two weeks, and shes the freakin cutest thing.

Peace

Shit sucks.

 http://headsmagazine.typepad.com/heads_magazine/2007/07/happy-birthda-2.html

Go to Menu on video, choose and watch the Third video with george bush.

Very interesting but the quote at the begining of the video, is likely and "admittingly" fictional.

It is pretty lonely never talking or hanging out with your friends.  Especially when they get new friends.
Im sick of hanging out with boys.