i look through my eyes in the future and remember this time while i'm living now, and i can laugh at myself for being so foolish, because i have already learned the lessons i'm trying to understand now.

my insides might be falling out ( Read more... )

sup dudes, i worked 75 hours this week HOLY BEANS!!!!
i also saw 5 shows that were all awesome, but i foolishly skipped the 6th and 7th, missing outlaw, and LAIR OF THE MINOTAUR!!!!
SATURDAY YEAHHHHH
live fast and dieeeeeeee

sometimes nice days like these make it easier to remember that life is worth living when you appreciate beautiful things and goodness.

fucking christ, i just heard from saint luke's hospital, and all the jobs i was being considered for have been filled by old nurses with experience.
i lose!!!! PLANS DASH'D
maybe i'll get a job delivering pizza before clinicals start. I AM UPSET.
(big surprise, right?)

shit my grandma came over, and she's going through this phase of lonliness-induced trinket buying at thrift stores and junk ass places, and besides the 10 shelves of broken bracelets and amulets she spent her fortune on, she also got my mom a dress that looks like something the skeksies from DARK CRYSTAL wear, and she got me a gigantic STAIND ( Read more... )

when i get my own place, i'm gonna be a whole hell of a lot less stressed. ALRIGHT!!!

GOD DAMN IT I JUST MET SOMEONE WHO REMEMBERED MY OWN DREAMS AND KNEW ME FROM HIS AND MY OWN DREAM QUESTS. NOOOOOOOO WHAT DOES IT MEAN

why cant i just be happy and stop searching for truths that i know are meaningless anyway
i try to be good and it sucks instead

MANDATORY SHOW ( Read more... )