I don't sweat the future right now and it's nice not having that weight on my shoulders.

Let it go, let go
It could be better that way...

I won a trip to the Grammys. Holla!

+Last night, I almost lept out of the car when I heard the radio announce that McCain conceded. OBAMA! :)
+I've been drawing with a graffiti influence. Maybe I'll be able to master the spray can?
+New friends! :)
+Pilot lessons!
+All I want is pho!

I have a kidney infection and a day before the 4th of July. Which means I shouldn't drink tomorrow... but I am. It's all about cranberry juice tonight! I hope I'm well in the morning!

+(I can't sleep.) There is lightning outside my window and I'm too excited about it. I have an amazing view of bolts streaking across the sky. My windows are open and I can smell the pavement due to the possibility of it raining. Bliss. :)

Instead of anything negative in today's post, it will be positives all around ( Read more... )

I'm too hard on myself. I pick at myself, discovering new "faults". Today, I noticed something about my face that made me cringe. Now I am self-conscious about it. Anyone else would tell me it's insignificant but I am completely aware of it. I searched for pictures of other people who might have it too but couldn't come across any. That makes me ( Read more... )

I went to the Metropolitan Market after work to buy dinner. Once again, I spent too much money on barely anything. I need to stop doing that. A single girl, living on her own, shouldn't buy $30 worth of food for dinner. SO UNNECESSARY. No, it really is. After grocery shopping (which is utterly relaxing (it is!)), I drove around Proctor, admiring ( Read more... )

I'm going to leave for awhile. I don't know how long I'll be gone but I need to get away.

Like I said, some days are better than others. Today was slightly better than yesterday. I'm still trying to pull myself out of this mood. I know what it is. It's slowly trying to sink into me again. I can't let it. If it does, it'll take over me. I don't want to be that person again. I don't want to push everyone away. I've thought about seeking ( Read more... )