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"i'll follow you until you love me."
the subject of this entry does not pertain to my life in any way, but i just love when lady gag-me says that. usually i cannot stand her poppy beats that make me want to tap my feet, but honestly, her pop-turned-ballad version of "paparrazi" is INCREDIBLE; i can't stop listening to it ( Read more... ) -
you kill my suicide.
my 18th birthday has had to have been the most amazing birthday i've ever had. all of my best friends were here for me, and everyone made me feel like i was the most celebrated person in the entire world. it was great. my mom bought me a macbook, and TWO TICKETS TO BRITNEY SPEARS FOR ME AND MY SISTER. i cried. it's embarrassing, i realize. haha. ( Read more... ) -
should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements?
i'm not sure how i'm feeling at the moment. i just got finished writing in my book with priscilla. we share our secrets(: haha, not that i really have any, but you know. it's cute. i even doodled a little in there and added some color and pictures that i previously painted. i really like the way that it turned out, actually ( Read more... ) -
we are the very hurt you sold.
i'm procrastinating from my tasks as usual. i want to start recording music. now. i need to get on it. i'm going to practice the piano after i finish my homework. ha. or maybe the guitar? that'd be cool. either one. i need vocal training as well. cos i can sing, i just can't from my diaphragm. -_- i need to learn how to ( Read more... ) -
So most of the time, I'm really optimistic,
but I have my moments where I just want to crawl in a damned hole. Ugh! You don't understanddd what you do to me. "Why do you do what you do to me, baby?! You're shakin' my confidence; drivin' me crazy. You know if I could, I'd do anything for you." haha, those lyrics sort of describe how I'm feeling at the moment. I don't wanna feeeel ( Read more... ) -
I had a goooood day!
although I really missed Priscilla.
Uh, the end.
Jordan's overr. =]
