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There is only one word I can think of to describe this week: DIARRHEA
Unceasing, constant crap, with breaks here and there.
First off in my continuing opinion that
Monday I came up with a 'logical' explanation to make the world a better place.
It involves stabbing every single person on the face of the planet.
For example:
Neko-chan gets a nice stab wound to the ass. This way, he cannot sit down to play video games or waste his life on the computer.
My Chem. teacher should be stabbed in the face. That way, he lacks face and cannot teach.
Ashley has, indeed, already been stabbed. So you see, my plan is already partway in effect. (Good job escalator)
Sama should be stabbed in his big toe. Because after several complex and very sophisticated mathematical calculations, I have determined that all evil comes from Sama's big toe.
Tuesday, I actually had a conversation with myself about how to inadvertently commit suicide by way of starvation. I was wondering if anyone would notice. (Take into account that I have been skipping lunch a lot recently to finish the Matrix for our drill meet. Not eating makes me crazy... er...)
Don't worry, I'm not going to do this.
Wednesday we had a PLAN test, which is a pre-ACT. There were four sections.
I finished 0 sections in the alloted time we were given to complete them.
Meaning, I filled in a bunch of C's.
I havn't been doing my homework. I have lost all motivation to be a good student.
And yet my body still goes through the motions.
Somehow I have managed to get away with not doing homework this week.
Sleep has been... stranger than normal. Granted, I've been getting it... but it's not seeming to help.
So most of this week has been spent in a trance-like state.
You can ask any of my lunch mates about my behavior.
They might look at you funny...
cheese pelts, spork space stations, etc.
Today, I was in somewhat of a daze, expecting the worst...
I got a 105 on a Chem. quiz,
blazed through the test,
laughed hysterically with my 'dysfunctional family' in art,
continued being the raving lunatic at lunch (hey, it's for a good cause.)
misunderstood everything in math,
got... somewhat promoted
and skipped spanish to go to a first stripe ceremony.
then I lost my hat.
and I have homework in every class, including making a poncho for spanish.
The only thing that got me through this week was the looming shadow of a story that's waiting to be written.
Everything just seems so out of place right now. Like the puzzle of my life that I'd been working on suddenly fell off the table.
And it's not just me.
Everyone's life seems to be falling out of place, for better or for worse.
It makes me all the more in awe of God's plan.
And somehow I still -still- feel like I can handle it all.
Unceasing, constant crap, with breaks here and there.
First off in my continuing opinion that
Monday I came up with a 'logical' explanation to make the world a better place.
It involves stabbing every single person on the face of the planet.
For example:
Neko-chan gets a nice stab wound to the ass. This way, he cannot sit down to play video games or waste his life on the computer.
My Chem. teacher should be stabbed in the face. That way, he lacks face and cannot teach.
Ashley has, indeed, already been stabbed. So you see, my plan is already partway in effect. (Good job escalator)
Sama should be stabbed in his big toe. Because after several complex and very sophisticated mathematical calculations, I have determined that all evil comes from Sama's big toe.
Tuesday, I actually had a conversation with myself about how to inadvertently commit suicide by way of starvation. I was wondering if anyone would notice. (Take into account that I have been skipping lunch a lot recently to finish the Matrix for our drill meet. Not eating makes me crazy... er...)
Don't worry, I'm not going to do this.
Wednesday we had a PLAN test, which is a pre-ACT. There were four sections.
I finished 0 sections in the alloted time we were given to complete them.
Meaning, I filled in a bunch of C's.
I havn't been doing my homework. I have lost all motivation to be a good student.
And yet my body still goes through the motions.
Somehow I have managed to get away with not doing homework this week.
Sleep has been... stranger than normal. Granted, I've been getting it... but it's not seeming to help.
So most of this week has been spent in a trance-like state.
You can ask any of my lunch mates about my behavior.
They might look at you funny...
cheese pelts, spork space stations, etc.
Today, I was in somewhat of a daze, expecting the worst...
I got a 105 on a Chem. quiz,
blazed through the test,
laughed hysterically with my 'dysfunctional family' in art,
continued being the raving lunatic at lunch (hey, it's for a good cause.)
misunderstood everything in math,
got... somewhat promoted
and skipped spanish to go to a first stripe ceremony.
then I lost my hat.
and I have homework in every class, including making a poncho for spanish.
The only thing that got me through this week was the looming shadow of a story that's waiting to be written.
Everything just seems so out of place right now. Like the puzzle of my life that I'd been working on suddenly fell off the table.
And it's not just me.
Everyone's life seems to be falling out of place, for better or for worse.
It makes me all the more in awe of God's plan.
And somehow I still -still- feel like I can handle it all.