I need someone to talk to....Yet i don't want to call anyone b/c i don't like when my voice sounds all shaky and no one is online. 0_0

I had an awesome day yesterday. I ate @ jbucks with an adult friend of mine, mr. lewis. He's always entertaining and very nice to me, and the food was goood =) (I had a chikn salad if you are interested):P and it wasn't those small cheap ones from Wendys haha. Besides that we looked at Bentleys and Maseratis (not really for me to be buying one soon ( Read more... )

I like the month of august and my birthday is very soon, 4-5 days now. It's funny how i'll tell people its coming up and i'm pretty sure they don't know which actual date, yet they still don't ask and hah i don't tell em. Suckas. :P August 5th. It's a beautiful date. I love the number 8. I'm obssesed with it and wouldn't have it any other way. ( Read more... )

D: yea, but i can tell u from being a reader what a good heart u have, and ur no where near coceited! ur honest, and i thnk honesty can b mistaken for that a lot....and sometimes i thnk its easier for people that kno what REAL depression is like to understand u, esp the way u write, its very sincere and i love that ( Read more... )

I Need Help.

What kind? Just any positive thoughts/suggestions/support/love/comfort etc etc etc....From anyone and everyone, whether I know you or not.

That is all.

Good bye

7/31/05.....Thanks for the "help"

I was dissappointed by Des today and irritable from my parents. I went to my room cried for literally 2 mins, drank a soda. 1 hour later, i'm over it. He was supposed to hang out with me today. (He even mentioned it before I did so i thought it was pretty final). I miss him. He misses me. But instead he is going to wash cars with his friend and ( Read more... )

Part of the convo with Laura and I ( Read more... )

I went to see the movie Dark Water in creve couer yesterday with Desmond. I always enjoy seeing movies with him. I feel so good holding his hand too. It was an interesting and different film. It was a horror film and i still didn't have many nightmares which was nice. They had good actors but the movie mostly took place in the same place (an ( Read more... )

A-Z SURVEY ( Read more... )

I have finished my first year @ Lake Forest College, and i'm so proud of myself =) more than anyone, if anyone. It was better than i thought...and i survived, obviously. But there were many times when i hated it and had no place to escape to. I felt no one could truly help me, without telling me to stop crying and to leave them alone or that they ( Read more... )