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[raquel07]

So alot has happened since my last entry, a whole lifetime of livejournal entries undocumented. I haven't updated because I didn't know how to justly announce or write about me and Josh breaking up which I still don't want to write about mostly becuase I am in denial and don't want to give it up yet. Also it is a deeper relationship than I could

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[notquitewrite]

I have never cried so hard as the night before I left for college. I sat there with my parents and sobbed, "I'm not ready for life to change." But change it does, and we overcome. It's going to be great and I'll come up there with Kimberly soon and visit y'all!

[kbjaneway]

I would first like to point out that I'm almost in tears right now b/c of what I just read, and the thought of you and Megan not being an hour and a half trip away is still ridiculous to me, but after reading that, it kind of sunk in. I can't say that I want you and Megan to go b/c in all actuality I would rather you and Megan just come live at my mom's house and go to college wherever I go, but I know you guys both have a listening ear to God's voice, and I'm not worried about either one of you. I can't explain or fathom how much I'll miss you guys, but I also can't explain or fathom how happy I am that both of you are going where God has led you no matter what you're having to leave behind. You will always have my love, and I'm always a phone call away. I will also be a frequent visitor b/c if I can't see you guys at least once during this semester, well, I'll just have to shoot myself in the leg b/c it would cause less pain. Abby and I will have to make some visits! I love you guys, and I'm praying for you daily b/c you guys

[lost_requiem]

First off, I feel really stupid about meantioning Josh today, I had no clue anything had happened there, I'm sorry. :( About the friendships thing, you'd be amazed about who will come and go in your life, those who you once would thought would stick by you when you go away most often, are those who you lose contacts with, but honestly, God will always be there, and in a college life you'll always make new friends. I would like to believe we would always be friends on some level, we made it through a summer of never even being able to hang out, I think you'll do wonderful at college, you've got a wonderful personality that "mixes" well with others (I think I got that on my kindgergaten report card, but anyways.. :) ) I thought a few nights ago about how the first time I really met you, you spent the night, which was strange but amazingly funny all at the same time. haha. And no doubt, God's the one man you can't ignore, I've learned that the hard way...

[raquel07]

don't feel bad. I didn't tell many. You can still bring him when you come see me :)