So just as always i find myself confused. I also wonder why i leave myself so open. I find myself wanting to say words but not knowing how to say then or the right time... I can't understand how one person can affect you they way they can but damn... I cant explain it and i don't feel comfortable about not knowing about it.... Okay other than that ( Read more... )

yup just chillin.... dont wanna go to work tomorrow have to tho fuck... well, yeah ill put a better entry later when i get some time off

things are lookin good

Okay so i kinda have a sort of a dilemna(sp?) Ive been talking to this one chick and I mean she seems nice and all but i just don't she is my type. Plus, I think Ashley is liking me more and i don't what it is about her exactly but I care about her so much... And I HATE not knowing why i feel the way i do... it kinda drives me crazy. She is so hard ( Read more... )

So I hate how other ppl can affect my attitude. THat really bothers me. I dunno. I decided that I'm not gonna work all of my life. I think there is gonna be a point in my life where I'm just gonna say fuck it and give up everything get a van or some shit like that and just leave. Enough of that for now. So work is going well. I attempted to do ( Read more... )

So first I wanna say congrats to all the graduating class of 05 i have a lot of friends that rep it so im very proud ( Read more... )

DAmn so I found out my RA from last semester won't be next year. That is so sad. I mean this is one very awesome individual and he got fired. He will probably be the best RA i will ever have but hey i guess it will give me the opportunity to meet new ppl which i really need to do. So I have started working out more. I'm jump roping which is can be ( Read more... )

Hi! wow I'm on LJ. I switched from my other journal cuz there are more ppl on here i know well i guess i will get back on here sooner or later to write more. That is enough for now tho.