home for the first time in a long time or when i think about it i'm further away from home than i ever imagined. Luke will be in Boston for the rest of the school year, and i'm thinking about how i'm going to put together a schedule for myself without him in it. I just got used to the swing of living with him. now my bed is empty save for blankets ( Read more... )

I just found out from my mom that our new next-door neighbors are my Ex b/f and his new g/f. He moved twenty plus miles just to buy the house across the street from mine. Any thoughts? I was angry at first but now i'm just amused, seeing that my home is where Luke is, leaving a couple weeks out of the year in which i'm home at my parents house. I ( Read more... )

As i was walking to work this morning i was thinking about all of those worms, it rained last night. I was thinking about how gross it was that you just step on their squishy little tubular bodies like dead leaves then they get all dried and squiggly looking, such a change from the soft sliminess. Anyway, i think that i'm going to walk to java's on ( Read more... )

"It was an enthusiasm, of things accomplished with love and purpose, and as part of a search for something believed in and desired." Paulo Coelho ( Read more... )

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sometimes i feel like there needs to be a easier way for me to talk to people. I spend a majority of my day drawing in a sort of design process and when a speak it's usually to people about those things. I mean i could scan in my sketchbook to show everyone what i've been thinking but honestly i wish there was a better way. none the less my drawing ( Read more... )

I've had it in my mind to quit CSH for a while, I've missed a lot of house meetings. As well as that my disappointment in people as of late had made me not even want to really go up on floor anymore. It's kind of like having a big 80 person disfunctional family of nerdy peers. I really love them but sometimes i have a hard time making the space to ( Read more... )

you know what i hate??? when people call me at work and then either put me on hold or speaker phone and then pick it up and blast your ears with that clicky sound... i also love putting my name tag on upside down i've been seeming to do that a lot lately.

So i've been thinking a lot lately about what i've choosen to do with my life and career, i think i'm pretty happy about it. Other than having to be in the studio constantly I don't mind it at all, honestly the only thing that gets me out of there at night is the fact that i have luke waiting for me at home. I fear for myself a little bit when he's ( Read more... )

So i get to my first liberal arts class in a year and my teacher is deaf.Now at first i think to myself, wow this is going to be cool. After 2 hours of watching vigorous sign i'm thinking, wow my head hurts. I feel bad for all the deaf and hard of hearing students that have to learn that way but i'm questioning if this is the best way for me to ( Read more... )