Here again - at another crossroads in my life. Work is awful. I love what I do but that place is a mess and the hours are killing me. Fingers crossed this new job lead works out. Either way, I think a move back towards Philly will be good for me and help pass the time until I can find another job that fits me better.

I haven't thought about this in a while, but it came to mind for depressing reasons. Although many good things happened in my posts from years ago, I seem to remember this for the depressing ones and the sad memories.

I've been reading all my own entries and reminiscing. Kinda funny how things have changed so much and that all those awesome memories were so many years ago. I feel old. And i can't believe I had friends after reading some of the embarrassing things I wrote!

This year has been....I don't even know how to describe it. It has been the best year and the hardest year all at the same time. I am loving life right now, but everything around me is falling a part at the same time. All my friends are having relationship troubles and it is so incredibly hard to watch them go through that and to see them up set ( Read more... )

Back from Europe!! In a way it feels like i never went. Things are the same as they have always been at home. Two months went by so fast and so slow at the same time. It was an interesting experience but I think it was everything that I wanted it to be. I learned a lot about myself and a everything european ( Read more... )

I'm leavin for France in less than 10 hours!! After talking about this for two years, I can't believe it's finally happening! I'm so excited and nerevous at the same time. i just want to speak french and not chicken out. The next nine weeks are going to be awesome

The MCAT is finally over! It was so extremely intense but at least for now I don't have to worry about it too much. I am pretty sure I am going to have to take it again though. I just really wasn't ready for it and I know I got a few questions wrong that should have been fairly easy. The more I think about it, the more I start to freak out about ( Read more... )

MCAT on Saturday and 20 credits worth of work to do in between studying for that. Never been so stressed out in m life

I'm not sure if i'm justified in the way I feel but none the less I'm a little bit annoyed and maybe a little pissed off. I can't wait for this year to be over. To be done with all of this and to live with people that are waaaaay more awesome

I signed the lease to a house for next year on Sunday!! It was amazing and probably a once in a life time experience. It's finally official and everything is in motion. Hopefully no more stress...or this kind of stress next year!! I'm taking a step in a different direction (kinda) and I think it's going to work out better than I would have ever ( Read more... )