Had a good weekend with Derrick:) Nothing special just watched a movie together and he came and watched my volleyball game. Slept alot, worked on some school stuff. Next Sunday he is coming to Louisville! We are gonna do our valentines day then. Im excited ( Read more... )

Hanging out in Lexington. Needed this weekend bad! A little girl in my class broke her leg for the 2nd time while at recess. She fell down while running. Brittle bones? I got yelled at by her dad and her mom said she is getting an attorney though there really was nothing I could have done about it. Then I broke out in hives. Not sure why but ( Read more... )

so my last entry was private so that no one but me could see it. it was a letter to derrick anyway his reply to it was pretty shitty. however, i think things have since smoothed over. it only took like the first 2 days of my break to work it out. couldve gone much quicker if we'd had 5 minutes alone together. but for now I am happy. hopefully ( Read more... )

Yet another weekend is nearing an end! They go far too fast. One more full week then 2 days of school then 5 blissful days of relaxing and eating turkey. I think this week will drag by and then those 5 days will fly. Im looking forward to our Thanksgiving day football game! Anyone that wants should show up! Then after thanksgiving I have like ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is Friday! Thank God. Even though I have that damn professional development on Saturday. Completely screws up Halloween weekend for me. Im still excited about my costume though. Its dead sexy haha. Anyway, Derrick sent me a good morning text message since he fell asleep last night and called me twice today:) And now I'm watching Grey ( Read more... )

I don't like winter. Its depressing. Sometimes I seriously think I have SAD....seasonal affective disorder. I'm always sad during the winter. I nearly cried for no reason today. I have a hard time sleeping and Im tired all of the time. I have no energy. It doesn't help that I don't like where Im at. I want to be in Lexington. No its not ( Read more... )

Derrick came down Saturday and we had an amazing time! We saw UK beat LSU while eating an amazing dinner including Filet mignon, lobster, and stuffed baked potatoes. Then we went to two haunted houses and walked through them attached to one another. At one place the people were allowed to touch you and ran their hands through my hair and grabbed ( Read more... )

Well some good news. He is coming down woot. So yes I talked to him about it! Oh yea he broke his hand this weekend. Refused to go to the doctor so I took his insurance card looked up a doctor and forced him into going. In the end he was very appreciative and called me like 3 times monday to update me on what the doctor was saying and to tell ( Read more... )

This is the new part of the relationship. The part where you are supposed to do everything you can to make me happy. I know Im trying for you whether you see it or not. So how can you sit there and just tell me that you dont want to drive down to see me. I think you are being selfish. I think you need to compromise. I think if you dont learn ( Read more... )

Last weekend was a great weekend. And I cant wait to go home tomorrow. But I dont know how much longer I can take this in between time. When Im with you I feel appreciated when Im not I feel like a burden. And youre response to me asking you to come visit really hurt. "Im good" you said. Thats not good enough for me. I deserver better than ( Read more... )