It's only 8pm and I'm struggling to stay awake........
NOOOOOOOOO!!!! WHYYYYYY?!?!
I have decided to read in bed (for school) and set an alarm just in case. Motherfucker how old am I really? I thought I was 19.
Damn fibro. You fail me every day.
Some lyrics I want to post somewhere... So here they go since MySpace won't let me post a blog.
These are all Scarling.
"Stop your nonsence my dear
I know you need attention,
So slash an artery....."
"I threw a party
But nobody came
I had this friend
I don't recall his name
And we - we built a house
Where I could live
He broke his promise
That I could not forgive
And it was a..."
^^^both directed at someone from home....
"Nothing like love sex
Everything, its all or nothing
Oh, I would kill anyone for you.
Love drug, I'm not in love,
It's all, all, all sex, apathy,
Oh, I would kill anyone for you.
You're like a killer
In the dead of night
You rip me open
And I will not fight
For on this day
I will just lay
Quiet, not angry
Quiet, not angry."
<33
"Well, I'm waxing the poetic and waning in denial
When you say go go stop no go
And I'm feeling quite pathetic -Until you flash a smile
You say go go stop no go
These drinks make me feel dizzy -If you leave, I pray you'll miss me
Say go go stop no go
But there's a secret in your laughter - A happily ever after
When You say go go stop no go
AND NOW YOU KNOW
We are the music makers the lovers and the breeders
And we are the new risk takers
The narcissistic feeders
Well, we kiss like painted tigers
But we bleed like no one else
Cause, we are the music makers
Consumed with just ourselves
I wake up every morning and feel like a statistic
You say go go stop no go
It's your prickly aggression - That makes me optimistic
You say go go stop no go
Often sick with my confusion which makes you disillusioned
You say go go stop no go
But all is right when you complain
As you scowl in the rain
Then you say go go stop no go"