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[rasslinjd]

i didnt sleep last night a trick i usually save for a after a tough match but this was far more important than any physical test or feat. i stayd up and i sat and i thought all alone in the dark hour after hour running through every possible scenario every impossible scenario and trying to take it all in. no scenario worked even when my sleeped

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[cambriaa]

if you actually cared youd understand what youd have to do. and if your decision is going to be such crap, why the fuck did you waste sleep on it.
jesus christ.

[zeherah]

wait, what?
i really want to say this in as un-confrontational a manner, as possible..but...

what the fuck, mate?

SO many things i want to go off about... but i'll settle for this:

if you don't have a soul.. do you at least have a MIND?!

again i say,
what.the.fuck?

[cambriaa]

I do wish I were more sane, but for the fact that there is little I can do to explain why I'm thinking this way, it just makes me less and less sane. I do few things on my own. Few things without my friends because it's hard for me to go out and try to make new friends, and the fact that I finally have, and least I think so, by joining crew and making these fantastic friends. and now that Josh has joined he has almost what I considered "invaded" the one thing I use to get away from my friends (getting away from him as well). I know I seem selfish, but if you understood where I was coming from, I think it would make more sense to you. and to clear up the word invading, I use it only for the simple fact that josh could tell me no reason why he joined and I almost felt that he was doing it to make me more miserable. I'm sorry I have a cold heart. I'm sorry you can't understand it the way I do, but other people who have been in this situation do.

[thepirateinme]

you came up in conversation tonight, and we all agree how hard you worked and how much potential you showed was a definite positive addition to our crew.

you got more accomplished than a fair contingency of our "already established" crew.

i was impressed, as were all those who have any contol.

we want you josh. and we care too. alot.

[jay_wall]

fuck whoever wants you to stop doing something you love. fuck 'em! If you quit crew--ten years from now you'll be kickin' yourself for letting some stupid-ass chick get in the way of what you could possibly remember the rest of your life as an amazing eperience. I know this: if you let some retarded chick stop you from crew--you WILL be kickin' yourself because crew is fucking amazing. Crew is the backbone to every Wootton production. When Crew stops--the shows go to shit. If you need to talk Josh- 301.529.6591

[rasslinjd]

thanks for wanting me on crew, jason thanks for being there when i need you but beth im gonna love you no matter what and no matter how much you hate me