and im desperately close to crying. i haven't cried since i was but a wee lad. and even then i go off word of my mommy that i actually cried. and its cuz she wont love me. you wont love me and i know its impossible. and i know i cant have you and i dont care. cuz i love you.

and thats what i need. someone sensible and calm. not the crazy one. that i had my eye on. no ill go for the girl thats really smart. the one thats read a book. tell a joke make her laugh. then ill drop the hook.
so i suck at poems sorry i own very few black articles of clothing....

and all i gotta say is:
me+wootton girls=disaster
and that is the equation for my life

ok so i dont update but i saw this on jasons and i was like fuck it and can i just say i almost cried at nfl camp when i saw the other linemen i felt so small and weak it was horrible but then i trucked some kid and was like ba-ba-boom bitch! then it was all good ( Read more... )

If you aren't going all the way, why go at all?
Joe Namath
( the things done )

We are what we repeatedly do.
Excellence, therefore,
is not an act but a habit.
~Aristotle

happiness is the most addicting greatest drug ever have you ever been tripping on happy? when i was tripping on happy i finnally realized that butter is better than margarine i saw through the bullshit! yeah, happiness that is a great drug. fuck you if you think this entry is queer i can bench more than you. oh and quixotic is my new favorite word ( Read more... )

hell yeah who just got up to a c in math hwat josh no longer with the d? whats that you say shutup fukin asian god this is the best i can do damnit stop making fun of me why dont u go watch some anime! yeah im happy and politically incorrect good god ahhhhh(not screaming like that ahhh was like the ahh on sierra mist commercials cuz im fukin ( Read more... )

omg yes


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wide awake. here's a poem from the wee hours of night because i wanted to. directed at no one person in particular. take it as you like and feel free to criticize.

( my thoughts exactly... )