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[rastaroo856]

Ok...time to straighten out some real shit thats been going on. First of all, my friends are entitled to know about thing in my life, granted, HOWEVER this mean that i pick and choose what i want to talk about and what i don't. So deal with it! I am fucking tired of all this crap going on and before you start getting all up in arms about what i am

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[perrierisgross]

Wow...

[ervnator]

Do remember, If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall out... btw, you're (2 month belated) birthday present is now officially on it's way ^_^ cheer up droogie!

[dapinkerpeasant]

I am sorry for hiding behind text, its easier to not say things that i would regret. Even though i have said things on here that i would regret..so just think about how much worse they would be on the phone or in person. I am sorry I don't get your voice messages b/c my phone sucks, I am sorry that I hurt your feelings, I am sorry that I let it come to this, I am sorry that I can't talk to you, I really am, I'm not being a "smart ass" when I say that I realize people change. I just thought that the person that you used to be, well I considered you to be the best person that I knew, honestly...and I felt bad becuase I became a bad person, well according to my definition, and now within the blink of an eye, that person is gone, and it breaks my heart to utter pieces, and I'm sorry I bitched at your girlfriend, but she did some bitching too, if you are happy then good for you. I mean it. Once again I'm sorry I am hiding behind text. I feel this is the best way. It seems to me that you are happy with who you are and who you have, and me,

[giveitfullheart]

I am sincerely sorry for some of the things I said to you. Some were uncalled for but some were necessary under the circumstances, I just could have chosen a better way of getting my point across.

I'm also sorry that I made the one person you care most about change. I didn't think that was my fault, but apparently it is so for that I apologize. Please don't think that I hate when you two talk though. That seriously offends me because I have no problem at all with you two being friends and talking, so please do not let that thought have any effect on your friendship. If I have a problem with it, I'll tell you or at least Alex if I'm too chicken to say something to you...but I truly have no problem with your being friends. I trust Alex, so even if I didn't/don't trust you, I wouldn't have a problem with you talking, hanging out, whatever. That would just be shallow.

[dapinkerpeasant]

im sorry for everything i said. and if i had said that you were the reason he changed then i take it back. so sorry for being stupid and saying stuff. i was never really serious in the first place...not really, but i still should have never said the stuff so im sorry.

[giveitfullheart]

You mean you weren't seriously mad at either of us? Or you just weren't serious when you said the mean things

[dapinkerpeasant]

ok last comment was not complete. I am very sorry for making your life hell. Really I am so sorry alex. I care about you more than anyone else and I guess this was a fowl reflex. I just wanted to protect you, but obviously there is nothing to protect you from since you are happy. I am sorry for hanging up on you. I am very sorry.

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable