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[ratatttack]

so I'm at amys and allready I really feel like I don't much want to be at school... jaime hasen't called me yet because he's a loser and I'm really kinda pissed at martin for being such a flake about this apartment and leaving me to buy everything.. way to go bro.. ass

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[leighannzig]

"...and now that i'm here it's like a whole bunch of being sad that i don't relate to people and that i just want to have fun with people more like me." WORD.

i'm home for labor day / my best friend's birthday and that's exactly how i feel. i like pretty much everyone on my floor (excluding my roomate) and it's so isolating because i can socialize and go to k-mart with everyone, etc. but i don't feel like i can really relate to anybody. even though it's only been a few days i feel so relieved to be home and around my boyfriend / two best friends. i think going to shows and having people visit will help but, man, i came home and got all emotional to be back in an atmosphere with people on the same wavelength.

oh, and i'm pretty sure i saw you waiting in-line for the bookstore(?) on friday.

but anyway, i'm glad you posted that cause i was kind of beating myself up for it.

[manicjack]

ha! I can kinda relate. when I used to hang around with friends in school, I'd always feel as though I somehow had to change a bit to be more like them so we could better relate. It was a bad habit, but every once in a while it happened and I'd usually notice it when it did... it doesn't happen much anymore, it happened more so during college.

But at the same time, if I were just hanging around with a bunch of MEs, I'd blow my brains out...