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Sep 02, 2010 20:31

The Basics
Name: Asuka
Age: 16

You
1. Describe your personality:
Initially, most people would find me rather aloof or reserved, especially in real life. I even daunted some of my friends unintentionally. I am also a moody person, I tend to be oversensitive towards things I shouldn't even be sensitive with. I have rapid mood-swings (diagnosed with Cyclothymia) and my emotion is very unstable, I am mostly in bad mood though. I keep silent when there's nothing necessary to say, however, I'm a total opposite when I rage (and it happens often, I rage almost every time), I can be very hectic and loud. I don't like losing too (not a defeatist, sorry) or being inferior to other people, so I'd say that I'm sort of selfish. Most of the times I am too paranoid of everything, I worry too much. You may say I am douchebag from these points I've written here, but I can assure you that I am actually nice, or at least, trying to be.

2. What are your flaws?
As mentioned earlier, I'm selfish, very emotional, oversensitive, daunting, I get irritated easily, also distracted easily, and apparently I have a sailor mouth. I can't also smile, to the point that my mom even had to force me to smile (the least I could do on my face was an improper, awkward smirk that time). Of course there are others of it. I have so many flaws, but they are what make me a human.

3. What are your best points?
I could say I am pretty much smart, although more of a booksmart here. I am quite good at drawing too, not too great but not bad either, at least some people have said they adore my drawings.

4. Likes:
Being with family and friends is what I like the best, although I'd prefer to be alone too other times. I enjoy my fandoms, they're like the most enjoyable shit ever. Being on computer is what I do in my leisure time. When there are no other distractions, I would love to learn more about Europe and its stuffs, especially anything Spanish and German. I'd also love to master some foreign languages, also make myself knowledgeable about the Medieval Europe history. In terms of food, I like Italian. Especially TIRAMISU♥

5. Dislikes:
Oh, many. I have so many pet peeves. I especially don't like being compared to other people, because, let's face it; everyone is different and good in their own ways. Being ignored and left behind. Hypocrites. Being under-appreciated. Obnoxious people. l33t. Those who judge based on looks only. Pretentious people. Fanatics/extremists. Spoiled children. Crybabies. Disrespectful people. Backstabbers. Shallow people. Bullies. Hot pink. Short texts. Those who drives too fast/slow. People walking slowly in front of me. Awkward situation because I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REACT TO IT. Facebook. Lots more. There are so many fucktards (I count as one, maybe) and very little common sense nowadays too, I'm sad.

6. What are your hobbies and talents?
Too many. Eating and sleeping are hobbies. Talents? I draw shit. I play guitar and used to play violin and trumpet. I have the ability to be ~naturally~ funny as a friend said, that happened to be that I could amuse people with my misfortune WHY.

7. How do others perceive you?
I don't know, some found me intimidating at first. I've been told mature, friendly, bitchy, distant, cold, forgotten, funny, and others. Each of them perceive me differently, and I'm kind of afraid of what people would perceive me actually.

Favourites
8. What is your personal motto?
Viva la Vida. Live your life.

9. What is your favorite color? Why?
Red, probably because I see it as my image color. It reflects bravery hot-blood and RAEGS and it's just red. Burning like hell.

10. What color do you think you are? (it can be the favourite color or another color)
See above.

11. Favourite Animal?
Penguins, they're the most cute birds ever, even though I know they can't fly for fuck's sake. Shut up, kiwi can't fly too.

12. What is your favorite season?
Winter. We don't have it though in our country because we're tropical like that.

13. This Thing, That Thing
Optimistic or Pessimistic or Realist: In the middle of pessimistic and realistic. I say optimistic stuffs to support my friends but I can't be optimistic for my own good.
Possessions or Ideals: Hmmm, ideals.
Mature or Immature: Been told mature but honestly? I think I'm more childish than I seem to some people.
Leader or Follower: Shadow leader lol. I don't want to take the responsibility to be the obvious leader but I hate to follow too.
Light or Dark: Both.
Think Before You Leap? or Leap!: Cautious when not needed (I'm too paranoid with things I shouldn't be), impulsive when there are misfortune ahead. Yeah, I am unlucky.
Introverted or Extroverted: Neither. More of an introverted though? But not exactly anti-social.
War or Peace: Peace dammit who wants war when I can sleep and eat soundly.
Secretive or Open: Secretive. I have issue with trust.
High, Medium, Low Energy? Depends.

14. Reactions
How do you react when with your friends? I don't know. Just go with the flow. I can be obnoxiously hyper or annoyingly bored, it depends on the situation and what kind of friends I am with.
How about your family? I get along well with them, sometimes I disagree on some points but other than that, all fine. I love them.
In a group? I don't like being in a large group, that's it.
If your peers/friends/family were in trouble, what would you do? I would help them as much as possible.
How do you react to Stressful things? I turn down easily as I am a moody person. I mostly can't get over things for ages, and sometimes I would know if it would NOT end sooner or later. It's something inevitable, but I try not to be too drowned in it.

Other

15. What are your dreams?
To be the person I want myself to be. Simple as that, but it's not that simple to reach that.

16. What are your fears?
Heights and dark rooms. Psychologically, I fear that I would get left behind and ignored by those whom I love. And not even going to lie, I have fear of death too. I know it'll happen someday, but I just can't think about it without feeling really frightened. I don't want it to happen any soon.

17. Would you do something you wouldn’t normally do if you had to?
Of course, why not. I like to break from my daily routine sometimes and try out new things.

18. If you had to choose a side, would you choose the government, rebels or just being a loner?
A loner or rebels. If I were the government though, I would polish everything to be better because seriously, the government here is very goddamn fucked up nowadays and it needs to be fixed.

19. Anything else about you?
I don't know what to say.

Optional
20. Anything else you would like to add?
Nothing, for the time being.

Almost there!
21. How did you find us? Through LJ interests.

22. Links to voted applications
1. http://community.livejournal.com/rateme_exorcist/74370.html
2. http://community.livejournal.com/rateme_exorcist/74883.html
3. http://community.livejournal.com/rateme_exorcist/75178.html

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