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[rathnecromancer]

See, this is what isn't good about me: I can make a great decision for myself, but for horrible reasons. Like recently, came to the decision/realization/whatever that I'm not really going to be able to force a relationship. Why though? Because I'm not social, I don't make that great of impressions, I honestly want to get laid a bit too much, and I

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[nika203]

LOL That takes a lot of practice actually. So stop beating yourself up.

As for the whole corruption thing... I kinda understand where that's coming from. I mean, I remember "being corrupted" and then really really regretting it later on. And then not wanting to "corrupt" someone else though really, there's a line where you gotta stop pushing (by "you" I mean "her") because it really is YOUR decision to be corrupted or not. Anyway.

[rathnecromancer]

Hey, I can understand it somewhat when Kathi said it. It's the other times that really just ended up with me being angry that people said it. I guess a kind of straw and camel's back thing going on.

And what takes practice? Making good decisions with horrid reasoning?

[nika203]

It's not horrid reasoning but yeah, making good decisions takes practice ;P

I'm not even gonna pretend to understand the "straw and camel's back" thing. But I can understand why you'd get angry... and why people said it. It's just a sort of weird thing. Most people have at least one bad physical experience and really don't want to be the one to give you that "one" for you, you know?

Anyway, I have a doc's appt. Laters :P

[rathnecromancer]

Bah, right now I'd take a few less good decisions if the compensation was good.