Wasting Time.
To compensate for my recent lack of ability to convey myself in words, I filled out one of those canned, overly huge personal history/personality/preference surveys. Now a handful of people will know odd, inane things about me.
>B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
>[who'd you take this from]: Lindsay.
>[my name is]: never typed by me in my journal.
>[people call me]: by my first name.
>[in the morning i am]: up very late, until I crash.
>[love is]: a misunderstood drug.
>[if i could see one person right now]: I would. (And he'd be Miko.)
>[i daydream about]: jiu jitsu, tripping, past events, and a sunny, productive future.
>[tall or short]: Hey, tall.
>[born]: 1985.
>[shoe]: Something athletic.
>[school]: The Chillicothe Martial Arts Academy, in "Tribal Jiu Jitsu."
>[sibs]: None a'tall.
>[righty or lefty]: I try to be ambidextrous. (Righty wins.)
>H A V E Y O U E V E R
>[been in love]: Yeah.
>[lied]: Has a bear ever shat in a wooded area?
>[given someone a bath]: No...
>[smoked]: Not tobacco.
>[bungee jumped]: Never have.
>[broken the law]: Have I ever not?
>[skinny dipped]: Not really.
>[cried to get out of trouble]: I think so, yeah.
>[fallen for the wrong girl:] Yup.
>[cut your own hair]: Trimmed.
>[been mean]: Last instance was 2 hours ago.
>[stalked someone]: Just a bit.
>[been sarcastic]: As much as anything else.
>[talked to someone]: Have you?
>[hugged someone]: Yeah.
>[fought with parents]: Not literally.
>[laughed until you cried]: More often than most people.
>[been so drunk you blacked out]: I wasn't drunk.
>[skipped school]: Not as much as I should've.
>[put a body part on fire for amusement]: Yeah, my hands.
>[kept a secret from everyone]: Hmm...not intentionally.
>[had an imaginary friend]: Only my ego.
>[wanted to hook up w/ a friend]: Yeah.
>[cried during a flick]: Yeah, mostly afterward.
>W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X
>[what do u notice first?]: Style (including gestures and expressions).
>[turn on-looks]: Health, energeticism, and style.
>[turn on-personality]: Broad/deep understanding, straightforwardness, and dedication.
>[turn off-looks]: Obesity and deadness.
>[coloring]: Blue.
>[hair length]: Quite short or quite long.
>[best height]: Tall or taller.
>[best weight]: Less than mine ...light enough to pick up.
>W H O
>[last called]: Some middle-aged hick listening to loud music, dialing the wrong number.
>[last emailed]: An aunt whom I've met 3 times.
>[last went to the mall w/]: Lindsay.
>[is ur best friend]: Miko.
>[is ur special someone]: Johnny Depp, it appears.
>[makes u laugh the most?]: Random people posting on the internet.
>[makes you smile]: Everyone in some way.
>[easier to talk to: boys or girls ?]: Neither.
>[have you known the longest]: My New Jerseian part-time friend, Tim.
>[do you cry with]: Nobody.
>W O R D A S S O C I A T I O N
>[red]: Red vs. Blue.
>[cow]: Cash cow.
>[grass]: (A mental image of lawnmowers and grass clippings).
>[zebra]: Black and white.
>[socks]: Sifl & Olly.
>[blue]: Inkies.
>[mirror]: Image.
>[cracker]: Honkey.
>[french]: Kiss.
>[zine]: High Times.
>[aol]: High Times.
>[jelly]: Green Jelly.
>T H I S O R T H A T
>[day/night]: Daytime.
>[summer/winter]: Summer.
>[lace/satin]: Satin.
>[tape/cd]: A nice, clean CD.
>[lust/love]: Just both.
>[on phone/in person]: Up close and personal.
>[gold/silver]: Gold, like the sun.
>[scary/happy movies]: Hell, just what is a "happy" movie? I guess scary ones.
>F A V O R I T E
>[color]: Deep shades.
>[scent]: Honeysuckle.
>[ice cream flavor]: PEPPERMINT.
>[holiday]: Christmas.
>[shampoo]: Herbal Essences.
>[furniture]: Desks and tables.
>[number]: 6.
>[emotion]: Justified confidence.
>[food]: Cheese melted on/in something.
>[drink]: Milk shakes.
>[fast food]: Arby's or Subway.
>[school subject]: Algebra.
>[animal]: Cats, big and small.
>[car]: Based on my non-knowledge, the Mustang!
>[shoes]: Slippers that aren't necessarily slippers.
>[sport to play]: Jiu jitsu.
>[sport to watch]: Jiu jitsu.
>[band]: Infected Mushroom (at this moment).
>[flower]: Honeysuckle flowers.
>[cartoon character]: GIR.
>[book]: Right now, Brazilian Jiu Jitsu by Royler and Relson Gracie.
>[tv show]: Nothin' beats Whose Line Is It Anyway?.
>[song]: "Let It Ride" by Bachman-Turner Overdrive (at this moment).
>[language]: Russian.
>[weekend activity]: Jiu jitsu and/or drug indulgence.
>[roller coaster]: The fucking Millenium Force!
>[font]: Ogilvie.
>[store]: The black market.
>[fruit]: Strawberry.
>[name]: Santiago. (What can I say?)
>H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U
>[obsessive]: A healthy amount so.
>[take a shower everyday]: No.
>[want to go to college]: Not just want, I feel a neeeed to.
>[like high school]: Never.
>[want to get married]: No.
>[believe in yourself]: Not anymore.
>[have piercings]: None.
>[get motion sickness]: Nope.
>[have high self esteem]: Apparently, for my "I want stuff!" self.
>[get along w/ your parents]: We co-exist peacefully.
>[like thunderstorms]: Very much.
>[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to get on AIM?]: I guess, but no one in particular.
>[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: Kinda, sometimes.
>[cried because of someone saying something mean to u]: I don't think so.
>[been rejected]: Yeah.
>[rejected someone]: Yeah.
>[used someone]: Everyone's using everyone, and no one wants to call it that.
>[done something u regret]: I don't rightly know.
>[color ur hair]: Barely, once.
>[ever get off the computer]: It's a problem sometimes.
>[habla espanol]: Sí, hace.
>[have a crush]: At some point.
>M O R E
>[could u live without the computer?]: 'D'ruther not.
>[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: A handful of friends, a lot of acquaintances, and even more people I've never talked to.
>[how many peeps do you block?]: Just a couple troublemakers.
>[drink alchohol?]: Not really.
>[like watching sunrises or sunset]: I like seeing them.
>[which hurts the most physical pain or emotional pain?]: I haven't experienced an extreme of either.
>[trust others way too easily?]: Believe them too easily, trust them not so much.
>[is cheerleading a sport?]: Only when it's practiced as one.
>[last time slept with stuffed animal]: Maybe a year ago.
>[houses lived in]: 11 that I know of.
>[schools gone to]: 8
>[bedroom carpet]: Soft but not tangly. (I had a bright red one once.)
>[would you shave ur head for $5000]: Dude, I'd do it now for a hundred.
>[age for marriage]: Not young.
>[last film seen in theatre]: Saw.
>[what do you eat for breakfast?]: Water.
>[bedtime]: Today it'd be around 9am, but since Lindsay needs the computer, probably now.
>[best feature]: My skill of understanding the roots of things.
>[first thing i think of in the morning]: What I was dreaming about.
>[last thing i think of before i fall asleep]: I have no idea.
>[best name for butler]: There's a brilliant answer for this, and I don't know it.
>[greatest accomplishment]: I wouldn't know.
>[most missed memory]: My last trip.
>[# of children]: There are too fucking many.
>[at age 20...]: I'd better be attending college.
>[dream wedding]: In a tropical setting, psychedelics and entheogens all around.
>[how do you want to die]: Kicking and screaming.
>[future job]: A contract-everything. (Hopefully.)
>[future residence]: A warm, coastal place. (Hopefully.)
>F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S
>[i love]: jiu jitsu.
>[i miss]: magic.
>[i fear]: becoming dull.
>[i wonder]: too often when I should be doing something.
>[how do you know it's love?]: When motive is irrelevant.
>[i need to]: sleep properly.
>[DESCRIBE YOURSELF]
>[Jewelry worn daily]: A watch, until the band broke.
>[Shoes]: ...
>[Favorite top]: XXL and black.
>[Favorite bottoms]: Huge, poofy pants. (Well, they're not poofy.)
>[Cologne/Perfume]: Scented oil.
>[CD in stereo right now]: This "Mondo Celtic" various artists album.
>[Piercings]: Nevar!
>[Hair]: Brown and overlong.
>[What you are wearing now]: Silky boxers that I thought wouldn't suck when I bought them.
>[In my mouth]: My teeth, thankfully.
>[In my head]: That CD I just mentioned.
>[Wishing]: For tryptamines.
>[After this]: Apparently, sleep.
>[Talking to]: Lindsay.
>[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: Becoming more productive and obtaining some acid.
>[The last thing you ate?]: Goldfish.
>[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: I wouldn't know.
>[Do you believe in love]: Not like people who say "yes" to this do.
>[Do you believe in love at first sight]: Not at all.
>[Do you believe in forgiveness]: Not at all.
>[If you could have any animal for a pet]: I would keep a luxurious tiger habitat.
>[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: Fresno, ...(random South American city), (random Australian city).
>[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: Andes mints, quesadillas, fried rice...
>[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: Other people.
>[In the last 24 hours, have you]
>01. Cried: No.
>02. Bought something: Yes.
>03. Gotten sick: No.
>04. Sang: Hummed.
>05. Eaten: Yup.
>06. Been kissed: Yes.
>07. Felt stupid: Yeah.
>08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: No.
>09. Met someone new: Not really.
>10. Moved on: A little more every day...or something. (Non-relationship-wise.)
>11. Talked to an ex: No.
>12. Missed an ex: No.
>13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: No.
>14. Had a serious talk: I think so.
>15. Missed someone: Yeah.
>16. Hugged someone: Yes.
>17. Fought with your parents: No.
>18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: In a sense. (This is so loaded.)
Come to think of it, I don't know anymore why I did this. Heh.
>B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
>[who'd you take this from]: Lindsay.
>[my name is]: never typed by me in my journal.
>[people call me]: by my first name.
>[in the morning i am]: up very late, until I crash.
>[love is]: a misunderstood drug.
>[if i could see one person right now]: I would. (And he'd be Miko.)
>[i daydream about]: jiu jitsu, tripping, past events, and a sunny, productive future.
>[tall or short]: Hey, tall.
>[born]: 1985.
>[shoe]: Something athletic.
>[school]: The Chillicothe Martial Arts Academy, in "Tribal Jiu Jitsu."
>[sibs]: None a'tall.
>[righty or lefty]: I try to be ambidextrous. (Righty wins.)
>H A V E Y O U E V E R
>[been in love]: Yeah.
>[lied]: Has a bear ever shat in a wooded area?
>[given someone a bath]: No...
>[smoked]: Not tobacco.
>[bungee jumped]: Never have.
>[broken the law]: Have I ever not?
>[skinny dipped]: Not really.
>[cried to get out of trouble]: I think so, yeah.
>[fallen for the wrong girl:] Yup.
>[cut your own hair]: Trimmed.
>[been mean]: Last instance was 2 hours ago.
>[stalked someone]: Just a bit.
>[been sarcastic]: As much as anything else.
>[talked to someone]: Have you?
>[hugged someone]: Yeah.
>[fought with parents]: Not literally.
>[laughed until you cried]: More often than most people.
>[been so drunk you blacked out]: I wasn't drunk.
>[skipped school]: Not as much as I should've.
>[put a body part on fire for amusement]: Yeah, my hands.
>[kept a secret from everyone]: Hmm...not intentionally.
>[had an imaginary friend]: Only my ego.
>[wanted to hook up w/ a friend]: Yeah.
>[cried during a flick]: Yeah, mostly afterward.
>W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X
>[what do u notice first?]: Style (including gestures and expressions).
>[turn on-looks]: Health, energeticism, and style.
>[turn on-personality]: Broad/deep understanding, straightforwardness, and dedication.
>[turn off-looks]: Obesity and deadness.
>[coloring]: Blue.
>[hair length]: Quite short or quite long.
>[best height]: Tall or taller.
>[best weight]: Less than mine ...light enough to pick up.
>W H O
>[last called]: Some middle-aged hick listening to loud music, dialing the wrong number.
>[last emailed]: An aunt whom I've met 3 times.
>[last went to the mall w/]: Lindsay.
>[is ur best friend]: Miko.
>[is ur special someone]: Johnny Depp, it appears.
>[makes u laugh the most?]: Random people posting on the internet.
>[makes you smile]: Everyone in some way.
>[easier to talk to: boys or girls ?]: Neither.
>[have you known the longest]: My New Jerseian part-time friend, Tim.
>[do you cry with]: Nobody.
>W O R D A S S O C I A T I O N
>[red]: Red vs. Blue.
>[cow]: Cash cow.
>[grass]: (A mental image of lawnmowers and grass clippings).
>[zebra]: Black and white.
>[socks]: Sifl & Olly.
>[blue]: Inkies.
>[mirror]: Image.
>[cracker]: Honkey.
>[french]: Kiss.
>[zine]: High Times.
>[aol]: High Times.
>[jelly]: Green Jelly.
>T H I S O R T H A T
>[day/night]: Daytime.
>[summer/winter]: Summer.
>[lace/satin]: Satin.
>[tape/cd]: A nice, clean CD.
>[lust/love]: Just both.
>[on phone/in person]: Up close and personal.
>[gold/silver]: Gold, like the sun.
>[scary/happy movies]: Hell, just what is a "happy" movie? I guess scary ones.
>F A V O R I T E
>[color]: Deep shades.
>[scent]: Honeysuckle.
>[ice cream flavor]: PEPPERMINT.
>[holiday]: Christmas.
>[shampoo]: Herbal Essences.
>[furniture]: Desks and tables.
>[number]: 6.
>[emotion]: Justified confidence.
>[food]: Cheese melted on/in something.
>[drink]: Milk shakes.
>[fast food]: Arby's or Subway.
>[school subject]: Algebra.
>[animal]: Cats, big and small.
>[car]: Based on my non-knowledge, the Mustang!
>[shoes]: Slippers that aren't necessarily slippers.
>[sport to play]: Jiu jitsu.
>[sport to watch]: Jiu jitsu.
>[band]: Infected Mushroom (at this moment).
>[flower]: Honeysuckle flowers.
>[cartoon character]: GIR.
>[book]: Right now, Brazilian Jiu Jitsu by Royler and Relson Gracie.
>[tv show]: Nothin' beats Whose Line Is It Anyway?.
>[song]: "Let It Ride" by Bachman-Turner Overdrive (at this moment).
>[language]: Russian.
>[weekend activity]: Jiu jitsu and/or drug indulgence.
>[roller coaster]: The fucking Millenium Force!
>[font]: Ogilvie.
>[store]: The black market.
>[fruit]: Strawberry.
>[name]: Santiago. (What can I say?)
>H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U
>[obsessive]: A healthy amount so.
>[take a shower everyday]: No.
>[want to go to college]: Not just want, I feel a neeeed to.
>[like high school]: Never.
>[want to get married]: No.
>[believe in yourself]: Not anymore.
>[have piercings]: None.
>[get motion sickness]: Nope.
>[have high self esteem]: Apparently, for my "I want stuff!" self.
>[get along w/ your parents]: We co-exist peacefully.
>[like thunderstorms]: Very much.
>[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to get on AIM?]: I guess, but no one in particular.
>[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: Kinda, sometimes.
>[cried because of someone saying something mean to u]: I don't think so.
>[been rejected]: Yeah.
>[rejected someone]: Yeah.
>[used someone]: Everyone's using everyone, and no one wants to call it that.
>[done something u regret]: I don't rightly know.
>[color ur hair]: Barely, once.
>[ever get off the computer]: It's a problem sometimes.
>[habla espanol]: Sí, hace.
>[have a crush]: At some point.
>M O R E
>[could u live without the computer?]: 'D'ruther not.
>[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: A handful of friends, a lot of acquaintances, and even more people I've never talked to.
>[how many peeps do you block?]: Just a couple troublemakers.
>[drink alchohol?]: Not really.
>[like watching sunrises or sunset]: I like seeing them.
>[which hurts the most physical pain or emotional pain?]: I haven't experienced an extreme of either.
>[trust others way too easily?]: Believe them too easily, trust them not so much.
>[is cheerleading a sport?]: Only when it's practiced as one.
>[last time slept with stuffed animal]: Maybe a year ago.
>[houses lived in]: 11 that I know of.
>[schools gone to]: 8
>[bedroom carpet]: Soft but not tangly. (I had a bright red one once.)
>[would you shave ur head for $5000]: Dude, I'd do it now for a hundred.
>[age for marriage]: Not young.
>[last film seen in theatre]: Saw.
>[what do you eat for breakfast?]: Water.
>[bedtime]: Today it'd be around 9am, but since Lindsay needs the computer, probably now.
>[best feature]: My skill of understanding the roots of things.
>[first thing i think of in the morning]: What I was dreaming about.
>[last thing i think of before i fall asleep]: I have no idea.
>[best name for butler]: There's a brilliant answer for this, and I don't know it.
>[greatest accomplishment]: I wouldn't know.
>[most missed memory]: My last trip.
>[# of children]: There are too fucking many.
>[at age 20...]: I'd better be attending college.
>[dream wedding]: In a tropical setting, psychedelics and entheogens all around.
>[how do you want to die]: Kicking and screaming.
>[future job]: A contract-everything. (Hopefully.)
>[future residence]: A warm, coastal place. (Hopefully.)
>F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S
>[i love]: jiu jitsu.
>[i miss]: magic.
>[i fear]: becoming dull.
>[i wonder]: too often when I should be doing something.
>[how do you know it's love?]: When motive is irrelevant.
>[i need to]: sleep properly.
>[DESCRIBE YOURSELF]
>[Jewelry worn daily]: A watch, until the band broke.
>[Shoes]: ...
>[Favorite top]: XXL and black.
>[Favorite bottoms]: Huge, poofy pants. (Well, they're not poofy.)
>[Cologne/Perfume]: Scented oil.
>[CD in stereo right now]: This "Mondo Celtic" various artists album.
>[Piercings]: Nevar!
>[Hair]: Brown and overlong.
>[What you are wearing now]: Silky boxers that I thought wouldn't suck when I bought them.
>[In my mouth]: My teeth, thankfully.
>[In my head]: That CD I just mentioned.
>[Wishing]: For tryptamines.
>[After this]: Apparently, sleep.
>[Talking to]: Lindsay.
>[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: Becoming more productive and obtaining some acid.
>[The last thing you ate?]: Goldfish.
>[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: I wouldn't know.
>[Do you believe in love]: Not like people who say "yes" to this do.
>[Do you believe in love at first sight]: Not at all.
>[Do you believe in forgiveness]: Not at all.
>[If you could have any animal for a pet]: I would keep a luxurious tiger habitat.
>[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: Fresno, ...(random South American city), (random Australian city).
>[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: Andes mints, quesadillas, fried rice...
>[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: Other people.
>[In the last 24 hours, have you]
>01. Cried: No.
>02. Bought something: Yes.
>03. Gotten sick: No.
>04. Sang: Hummed.
>05. Eaten: Yup.
>06. Been kissed: Yes.
>07. Felt stupid: Yeah.
>08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: No.
>09. Met someone new: Not really.
>10. Moved on: A little more every day...or something. (Non-relationship-wise.)
>11. Talked to an ex: No.
>12. Missed an ex: No.
>13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: No.
>14. Had a serious talk: I think so.
>15. Missed someone: Yeah.
>16. Hugged someone: Yes.
>17. Fought with your parents: No.
>18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: In a sense. (This is so loaded.)
Come to think of it, I don't know anymore why I did this. Heh.