This morning as I was writing my e-mail invitation I began to have visions of the exotic destinations I have experienced and have yet to experience. I am a traveler... in the depths of my being... the outside calls me and it will for the duration of my life... I hear music with instruments I've never seen or heard before... I see beautiful colorful ( Read more... )

My brother got into Trinity. He heard this morning. I get to have my brother here for a year!! He has gotten so mature. JC is still out of control and talking to the guys that she got in trouble with. My parents want to send her to Chile with Carlos ( Read more... )

This morning was awful, but just like music.... the library is the answer ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while. I am pretty happy right now, but at the same time I am a little lost. Sometimes I feel overly secure and other times I feel so insecure and paranoid I can almost not handle it. I feel boring and uncreative a lot of late. I talk about the same things and think about the same things... and I am really exhausted of ( Read more... )

Guille is coming... he will be living here the month of February.

Yesterday morning after coming up for air from my week of partying, I decided that it was time for me to calm down... quit trying to escape and be ok. I was going to take care of myself and quit smoking as much and take time to eat right ( Read more... )

I hate being at home. Parents are ok... they are finally trying to learn to be parents which is interesting they hold their tongues more and criticize less. Siblings generally are difficult. I am no good at being an older sister. I hope my brother goes to college. Priya is weird. Lana and I haven't hung out yet. Sangita isn't home. I'm going to ( Read more... )

So... I know this makes me crazy, but this guy from my past... one of my first real sexual encounters... is now once again connected to me, through the internet. I am embarrassed even to think about our interactions. I was a very different person then. Very insecure and young. I can't quit thinking about it ( Read more... )

I can't breathe. At all... I am sitting in the library disgusting everyone around me with the cacophony created by my attempts to breathe. I am quite glad that I am wearing headphones and am unaware of the horrible sounds exuding from my ear/nose/throat region.

It is coming at me from all sides. I am really breaking down this time. I went to talk to someone. It isn't helping. I slept all afternoon on Monday, and didn't do any work yesterday. I can't concentrate. I can't quite figure out what is going on. I know I am sad that he's gone. That's not all though. Things are difficult in the Bio dept. The ( Read more... )