Friends of mine are over it, people say I changed.
And I tell them that I'm glad, cause I don't wanna stay the same.
Cause I used to be poor, I used to be unconfident.
I used to hate these haters, now it's just the opposite.
Not only have I changed, I'm becoming something better.
And revenge is for the weak, so I have settled my vendettas
With all of the ( Read more... )

Wow.
I just feel so dumb right now.
I just called my ex.
She answered.
I shouldn't have called.
She told me she'd call me back.
I wasn't going to, but I answered.
Now here I am.
I opened my mouth and said I missed her.
She said she missed me too.
I know that what we both said means different things.
Which makes my first statement even more true.
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I shaved my face today. Pretty much for no reason. I have a complete baby face. I look like I'm a sixteen year old. It's weird. My face feels lighter. I don't like the breeze on it. I do have to admit that I'm a good looking guy. With or without the beard. That's a completely cocky statement, but it's true. I'm just gonna go with it.

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Today I woke up to the smell of Burberry Brit being sprayed and smelling like a campfire.
That might be the best combination of smells ever.
I slept terribly in someone else's bed.
My eyes are dry from sleeping with my contacts in.
There was a cute half naked girl next to me the entire time.
Nothing happened.
It could be shocking to some that ( Read more... )

I ain't got many friends left to talk to
No one's around when I'm in trouble
You know I'd do anything for you
Stay the night, but keep it under cover

I just wanna use your love tonight, woh!
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

Try to stop my hands from shaking
Something in my mind's not making sense
It's been awhile since we've been all alone
I can't hide ( Read more... )

I'm at the gym right now. I'm on the elliptical while writing this. But I just got off the treadmill. I finally ran a mile without stopping once. That sounds really sad and pathetic. Oh well. It took me fourteen minutes and twenty seconds. Once I start doing it more often I'll be shaving minutes off of that time very quickly. I'm still stoked ( Read more... )

Change is coming.
I can feel it.
I can feel it in my bones.
I can feel it with all of my being.
I can feel it with every breath I take.
This is my destiny.
If anything ever goes wrong.
Alan Davis is your constant.
I don't know who you are yet.
Maybe I just haven't realized it.
But I'm on the right path to cross you once... or twice.
The stars are ( Read more... )

I had a photo job interview today. I got the job if I want it. I'll probably take it. It's a piece of cake. I make my own hours and do as little or as much as I want.

I got cast as a featured extra in a new PBS documentary period piece thing. It's called "Souls On Fire". I have no idea what I'll be doing. But I go to film for it on May 14th. And I ( Read more... )

I think when you take a chance on something you normally wouldn't. You tend to really surprise yourself with what you find. I've learned a lot of things that way. You learn what you want and what you don't want in life. As I'm growing older. Things I never wanted are becoming things I want more than ever. Things that only mattered in the back of my ( Read more... )

Wow. I just woke up from a dream and it completely fucked with my mind. Like it was real. I still can't comprehend it. I know it was a dream but my mind is still trying to realize that it wasn't real. At least I'd like to think it wasn't real. If this happened for the fourth time I'd probably have to take some sort of action. My mind is blown. I'd ( Read more... )