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[ratsnatch]

Really starting to hate my job. Hurt over people I shouldnt hurt over. Girls still suck. Love my apartment tho. Dunno, Im just really depressed and wish this pain Im feeling would go away. Just dont know how. Oh well, fight on I guess. One day I will be happy. I forget how many years its been since I was truly blissfully happy. What a suck holiday

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[sexrex]

Don't say that dude, if your not happy, I'm not happy. And this is the time of year your suppose to BE happy. Fuck everything that doesn't work out the way you wished it would. Look at it this way...

Your Job....you can always quit
Girls...I'm not going to get into all the stuff you can get out of with them.
Hurting over people...everything will work out. Hell, if it doesn't I'll buy you a nice big bottle of 151, we'll....you'll drink it, lol, I'll stick to my potato vodka.
Remember, we all have a level of normality. Despite how far off from it we may be at times we always return to that state. Christopher Reeves after realizing what happened was devistated but eventually accepted his fate and is doing something about it. People who win the lottery are extremely happy, but their high always wears off because we aren't happy because of money, we're happy b/c we have a level of normality with happiness that "WE" set. We can set it high or low, its up to us.

[ratsnatch]

"I wanna be an astronaut" "How about a shoe salesman?"
So your advice is not to aim for the sky, but a lil lower and slightly to the right? Thats crap dude. Especially from you. You dont accept any less of yourself than damn near perfection.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, and covered with a perfect shell, such a charming beautiful exterior.
This is one time that you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all. And the grave that you refuse to leave the refuge that you've built to flee the places you have come to fear the most.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, and hidden in the public eye. Such a stellar monument to loneliness. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by.

[_screamapillar]

I was deeply cut by people i shouldnt have been so hurt over either. until all that shit happened, i didnt realize that friends could break ur heart, too.every day i wake up and have to tell myself that im worth more. that i dont deserve the pain that all of it caused. every day, it works a little more. just stick with it. though the horrid memories will never fade, your pain will turn into pity and you will move on and know you're better.

you know im here.

[sexrex]

Suffering is applied to all. The pain that you may feel within your life, everyone else is feeling it if they haven't already felt it. Suffering is manditory, no one escapes it. Knowing that everyone suffers, much like ourselves only helps empower us to make us a bit closer to one another, making us stronger and happier