Lost In Thought

[ratsnatch]

Am I just going crazy? Why do I care what a former best friend thinks about me? I was always there for him and he never appreciated my frindship. He was a lousy roomate and he was one of the biggest mooches ever. I can think of a hundred billion reasons of why to not give a shit what he thinks, but I keep thinking of last summer when we were buds.

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[_screamapillar]

im not trying to be mean in anything i say, im just being blunt and honest...
I really think that you're being a bit of a hypocrite. Again, see above comment in pink bold letters. I wonder if karma is playing a bit of a trick on you, seeing as how you said and did some things when you and megan weren't friends. you are really acting far too innocent in all this, and i think *FROM WHAT IVE SEEN/HEARD* that you both played a part in the demolition of this friendship. AGAIN SEE ABOVE COMMENT. I really think that it's sad that you two are going to let something like this ruin your friendship, because the friendship that he and i have now wasn't ruined by words and things said and done in the past. he said some pretty fucking awful things to me in the past, true, but isn't it easier to forgive and move on? don't you think that both of you have to stop this "you started it, but he.....but you..." stuff? pointing fingers has not and will not get you anywhere. Michael never said he was innocent, michael never said he didnt play a part in this

[ratsnatch]

For the love of God. I just dont even know what to say. One of the first things I told Megan when we mended our friendship was the shit I had said when we werent friends. She knows that I said rude and hurtful things out of anger and I know she said rude and hurtful things out of anger. Everyone keeps bringing that up, like I havent already admitted I was wrong. I was wrong in chasing Mike out of the apartment the way I did, but me and him just could not live together. I hoped that one day we could be friends again, but that is not what he wants. He is still running and blaming me and Rhiana for the downfall of his relationship. If he would just admit that HE fucked up and stop trying to pin this all on me. I asked Meg on a date over two months after he dumped her and now Im being accused of something disgusting and horrible. I never felt that way about her when they were together, I hated her when they broke up, and when we rekindled our friendship I was trying to hook her up with my best friend. As if it were anyones fucking

[_screamapillar]

[ratsnatch]

Yeah, I called and left a message on Bryans phone apologizing for hating you guys when Meg flipped out on me that night. Then I gave you links to my webspace of funny pics of Meg when she was drunk and from Halloween so you could make gifs making fun of her. I did forget about that. Thats what happens when you let go of hating people, you forget the stupid differences you had and things done in anger. Im sure she said some pretty shitty things about me to Lynz and Chris and everyone when she was mad at me, but I guess they are just a lil too classy to try to start shit like that. I mean I could tell you which shirt Mike picked out for me to wipe my ass with, but I dont. :-D

hrm...

[brand_new06]

in reference to plurplanet.com messege boards... don't bring me into it = )... thas all *no anger*

good luck w/... everything.

Re: hrm...

[ratsnatch]

Sorry for involving you. I really am. Hope everything is going okay for you, I know you are probably not having the greatest time with all of this either.

[brand_new06]

it's cool. no hard feelings (i'm so sick of those...lol). i mean yea, this shit threw me for a loop, but i'll find my ~way~ again...heh, later scott. *keeps chin UUUUP* = P

[ratsnatch]

No hard feelings. Im sick of those too. I mean we def have had our differences, but I dont hate you. I just feel sorry that you are having to deal withthis BS too.