Man, a lot has been going on. I am so busy all the time, I barley have time to write on this thing. And when I do have time I forget to until I am busy again. But yeah quick update, I started working at Wenz Greenhouse about a month ago. I love it. I dated a guy there and got in trouble, So we broke upMe and an old friend became friends again, and ( Read more... )

So, Ali stayed the night last night, and we cleaned all night until about 3:30 am. My room looks CLEAN! Organized and everything. It's amazing! She's like a maid she's always cleaning my room, and it's completely voluntary. But anyways, the other night, me and Ali were just sitting in the living room watching TV and the doorbell rings. It's Andy, ( Read more... )

So, last night I hung out with this guy that I have been talking to a lot lately. I kinda snuck out of my house and we hung out in his car. It was fun. He's sexy, funny, and a good kisser. There's a lot more to him that just that, but I do like him. I'm bored. Waiting for him to get off work. I feel so bad for Ali, she got oral surgery today, and ( Read more... )

Man I hate bleach, it smells like shit, it takes forever, and it itches like all hell when you get it on your skin. I love dying my hair, but it's just a pain in the ass. Today was kind of ifish, I guess. Crystal was supposed to come home with me after school today, but we had a 2 hour delay and she slept in by accident. So I got to leave school ( Read more... )

This weekend hasn't been too bad so far. Last night me and Ali went to the movies. And the really cute guy that works there, Steve was working. And that made my night. We talked to him for a little bit, and he confirmed that the movie we had paid $20.oo to go see was a peice of crap. So me and Ali sat through it, and decided it really wasn't worth ( Read more... )

Yey! We got another snow day. That's always nice. Man, it seems like a lot of the people I surround myself with are so unhappy lately. I feel bad for being so upbeat. I think I have a tendancy to hide what is really bugging me. Or put it aside to deal with later. I guess I just feel that the best feeling is happiness, so I want to expirience that ( Read more... )

Okay, so me and Ali went to the movies monday. We went to see Meet the Fockers. It was alright. Funny. Well the guy who got our popcorn was really cute. And after the movie we were waiting for my mom to come and pick us up. And he walked out and started talking to us. Ali says he was majorly flirting with me. And I guess he was checking me out when ( Read more... )

Man, I hate surgery. I just had surgery this morning. How fun. Not really. My ass hurts. At first when I woke up in the recovery room, I didn't feel a thing. But I cam home, and slept for hours, woke up and I was in pain. They gave me Tylenol 3 for pain. And so far it is working just fine. I look like a heroin addict because of the IV pokes. (Paul ( Read more... )

Gosh. Today was a little better than yesterday. Carli forgave me, I hung out with Ali. I missed two busses out of the three I ride now. And I lost my locker, cause of some dumb ass freshman. Grrrr. And some other shit too. But it was a little better. I am so sleepy, and lazy. Not enough sleep, and too much to do. Well, this can't be long. Bed is ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to think of myself anymore.I think I am just a shitty person. I try to be a good friend. And I always fuck something up. I try not to fuck up. I try to be the best friend I can. But somehow it always smacks me back in the face. I mean Luke and Carl. I don't even know what I did to them. They said they wern't completely ( Read more... )