i need to change the image on my sticky post..
counting down to my departure.
cuma setaun aja kok.. big deal. big deal.. BIG DEAL!!
tau yaa during my last month here my preshus friends here has been come and go mengejar mimpi.
kecuali meme (oops!) tapi meme juga melalui pahitnya hidup. meme yaluhan wo ai ni♥ okay? ;)
post ini bakal terdengar random, lompat dari satu topik ke topik lain tp ya diterima aja, sapa suru situ baca kan ya?
barusan hari ini habis pergi sama ukhties, dua? tiga? hari ini sering banget keluar, aku yang gamau missed a moment jelas ngikutin terus, biasanya kl no, ya skip.
mereka habis mengejar mimpi. pergi ke tempat antah berantah dengan usaha yang ngga gampang, dugeun dugeun bareng juga di LINE. tp akhirnya tercapai. ada juga yg usahanya masi ketahan (termasuk saya sendiri, please don't ask) tp aku yakin usaha mereka akan berbuah lebih manis nantinya.
mereka orang-orang hebat. masih ngga paham why they linger around me. i mean, me cp gituuu -__- dibanding mereka. ngga tau kagum aja dengan usaha, bakat, kreativitas, ide mereka. dan itu teruuuuus aja ada mimpi mereka ngga akan habis.
udah dari lamaaaa ya mikir ini, keknya sekarang kudu dikeluarin gara2 kororu yg keknya kebelet banget berkeluarga(ato cuma obsesi musiman? *shrugs*) kenapa ngga ada yg nyantol sama mereka.
u know what i'm talking abt. yes. boys. guys. men. i don't wanna talk abt me. i'm like invisible on boys eyes. or they usually see me as boy too. so, okay. stop. i'm no gf material.
but my friends, they have this kawaii-kuse that yet ppl outside our circle has to reveal and i beat they fall for them. they're smart too! have goals planned on their life. how come no one sees those charms on them?
i too, ngga paham sama yang hanging out and talks abt boys or those who have one. there are some of my uni colleagues, but i don't hang around them much. mungkin ini dari sudut pandang terbatas aku aja ya and possibly bias, but do they just hang around and flirt?
but i see mak isn't like that. she has a bf. but she's just umm.. normal. not like my uni colleagues.
dulu jaman sma pernah ada yg blg, boys scared to smarter girls? like, rly??
is that why? no. that can't be right. then we should all just wait for our own einstein. -__-
okaay. semakin panjang post ini bikin ukhties terdengar pathetic. well, at least krn kekosongan posisi ini kita masih bisa hangout and do crazy things together. mereka ngga mengenaskan kok. mereka precious. cuma bingung aja dengan ketimpangan. apa emang idup kudu gitu kali. instead of completing life to be perfect, harus ada sesuatu yang di korbanin.
as long as we can find strength in each other we'll be alright.
ok. back to PPT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BYE~~~~~~~
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