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[raum_der_zeit77]

I think I want to die. Non painfully, that is.

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[mrharrymason]

o.O

what a way to break the silence...

may i ask why you feel this way right now?

[raum_der_zeit77]

hehe, yes, I know i was silent for a while. I don't know why, it was almost like there was too much to write about and I didn't feel like trying to put it all down or attempting to condense it. Anyway, about the whole "dying" thing, I just get really depressed, either for no reason or I get very overwhelmed by school work and people at school. It's difficult to explain the situation, but i've been miserable at school. too much to do, not enough time to myself. then i figure, what's the point of sort of living if i'm just gonna be a machine like that. certain classes that i really dont like, such as math and chemistry, seem to take up all my time and efforts, and then i cant focus on what i'm really interested in like english and acting. anyway, that was my attempt to explain in a nutshell. certain days are bad, other days aren't so bad.

[mrharrymason]

it gets that way sometimes.
i feel that way all the time, believe it or not, and i never seem to have time for myself. i'm just so tired of it all.
ughhh...if there's a solution i dont know what it is, but i hope things work out for you.

[psychedellic]

I wanted to too, at some point but later decided it wasn't worth the trouble.

Hope you're okay.

[raum_der_zeit77]

yeah, im ok. i guess i just get like this sometimes and feel kinda stupid and self-centered afterwards.

[evilbarber14]

death is a mauvaise idee. ne kill yourself pas.

besides, you're feeling better now, i caught you in the act of being happy at school. : P

[raum_der_zeit77]

that's because it was a half day and i didn't have history with the evil harby

heyyyyy

[eye_like_that]

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timmm

Re: heyyyyy

[raum_der_zeit77]

sure, CHICK MAGNET!!!