Photographs of Absurdity

Feb 13, 2007 02:35

Wherein, there shall be no pictures.

Just the following:

I've spent the last few weeks immensely worried that I will eventually end up the old guy on the porch with a shotgun, no visitors, no friends, and no family. Living solely to spite existence. I don't particularly care for this concept.

I actually enjoy interacting with people. Not all of them, mind you, and certainly not more than one or two at a time. But I really like being around people who could possibly, theoretically even, enjoy my presence.

Instead, I find myself withdrawing more and more into that shell of a life that I have built for myself. Work, work, work, and the occasional bout of work are my daily, weekly, and monthly schedules. Occasionally, for a change of pace, I will merely think about work, without attempting it.

Thrilling, I know.

I need to get out more, need to see people, need to give a damn.

I need beer and trivia in a restaurant again.

But, most of all, I need to stop trying to turn into Gregory House.

And then there were three.

rant, random

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