my grandma always said that, no matter how dark things get, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel ( Read more... )

( I waste away the night thiking of you. )

GUITAR!!!

Its amazing!

I'm Totally in love it with it.

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i guess my mom would rather get me a new guitar than HELP me buy a new camera.

its cool ^_^

im thinking about getting this baby!


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im 17 today.

I should be running around having the time of my life.

im not.

there's something wrong.

my head is broken.

...just a few more days...

<3

i wanna burn the b-day cake alive.

wow

im pretty crunk.

and life

seems peaceful.

i don't think about the bad things when im drunk.

especially when im alone.

it helps me sleep...

i wish i could be this way forever...

but the pessimist part of me

will never go away...

the past.

will never go away.

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was fun

went and saw X-3

went to a bowling alley

ate at perkins, and had coffee at starbucks.

and yeah.

people still piss me off.

but yesterday really took my mind off of how fucking stupid everyone is being.

but whatever...

i hate just about everyone, but yet i still try to be nice to them.

I have no friends.

if i do, very few then.

hate...

alot of things an people.

moments like these i want to just fall asleep and not wake up.

i want to give up

...just stop trying...

i don't care anymore.

live your life, and just stop even pretending.

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like my step-dad getting into a fight with a mexican at a gas station.

i thinks thats funny!

because he hurt his hand badly.

oh well

im being optimistic.

cause it helps.

tonight was cool.

didn't really hang around the show.

drank a little.

/\/\/\/\chill/\/\/\/\/\

confused out my damn mind!!!!

i swear i fill myself with RAGE!!!!
but i don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )